VIRTUAL SEASON 7.5

episode 17

Lotos Days

By Penny Proctor

...And Odysseus landed in the country of the Lotos-eaters, and sent some to learn who inhabited it, but they tasted of the Lotos and remained there; for there grew in the country a sweet fruit called Lotos, which caused him who tasted it to forget everything. When Odysseus was informed of this, he restrained the rest of his men, and dragged those who had tasted the Lotos by force to the ships...

PROLOGUE

The Day Before

After seven years in the Delta Quadrant, Kathryn Janeway had learned to catalogue her headaches. There was mild throbbing behind her eyes that signaled minor irritation; the general, diffused pain of stress; and the laser beam stab of anger and frustration behind her eyes. It was the latter that caused her to lean back in the co-pilot's seat on the shuttle Copernicus and rub her forehead.

"Want a break?" Chakotay asked almost as soon as she raised her hand. He spoke quietly; Harry was sleeping behind them, despite the fact that he had managed to tuck himself into what looked like a very uncomfortable position on the passenger bench. The class-two shuttles lacked the amenities of the Delta Flyer, and the bench was the only opportunity other than the deck for horizontal rest. "I can handle this by myself for a while."

Despite her headache, she smiled at him. "That's not what B'Elanna said." Voyager's chief engineer had threatened to take Chakotay's replicator rations for the next two years and use them to replace the shuttle if it were lost or damaged while he was piloting. The Delta Flyer was still grounded after being used to supplement Voyager's power, and given the extent of repairs the ship needed, B'Elanna was in no mood to add to the workload.

"Don't remind me. She seems to think her husband is the only member of the crew she can trust with one of 'her' shuttles."

Kathryn smiled. "You have to admit, your record with shuttles is, well, a record."

"Bad luck, that's all. Most of them were lost because we were attacked."

"It's all the same to B'Elanna."

He shrugged. "I'm probably lucky she lets me fly one at all."

The invisible laser streaked behind her left eye again and she winced. "If I'd known we were heading on a wild goose chase, I'd have insisted on taking the Flyer. B'Elanna could have cannibalized three or four shuttles instead."

The last few days had been as frustrating as any in the Delta Quadrant. After a week of hard work and stretching people and power to the limit, it had become painfully obvious that B'Elanna's original estimate for repairs had been overly optimistic: Voyager lacked the resources to accomplish the needed repairs without assistance. They needed parts and equipment that they simply could not replicate or manufacture. Unless one of the four worlds in the region was willing to help them, the ship would not be space worthy again.

The Vordai had seemed the most likely to provide aid. They seemed to be the friendliest, and they had the added advantage of being closest. Kathryn asked to send a delegation to meet with the Minister of Extraplanetary Affairs and learned her first lesson about protocol in this region - in situations such as these, planetary officials would consider it an insult if anyone less than the highest ranking representatives of the petitioning government (in this case, the United Federation of Planets) called upon them. Kathryn had no choice but to go herself.

Ordinarily, she would have taken Tuvok with her, but he was still recovering from his injuries and was cleared for light duty only, and Chakotay was the only other command-rank officer available. She brought Harry Kim along as well, as she could legitimately introduce him as a member of her senior staff and he needed the experience.

The Vordai Minister had received them graciously, listened carefully, and looked deeply sympathetic. Then he said, "We would truly like to help you, Captain, but you must understand our situation. Things are very tense in this region of space. If any of the other worlds think we are providing you with aid in order to secure your military support or as part of a secret treaty with your Federation, a war will begin. We cannot help you unless all the other worlds consent in advance."

"I understand," she said, hiding her disappointment. "Would you be willing to contact them on our behalf?"

"I could, but it would do no good. You are the petitioner. They will not respond to anyone but you. And the petition must be made in person. That is how it is done."

And so they had set off for the homeworld of the Minenne Confederacy. There, the Extern Councilor had received them graciously, listened carefully, and looked deeply sympathetic. Then she said, "We would truly like to help you, Captain, but you must understand our situation," and Kathryn knew what was to follow.

Several hours later, they'd left Minenne with the sought-for consent and headed for Greve, the homeworld of the Grevel-Ash Republic, and had obtained an audience with the Secretary of Commerce. The Secretary had received them curtly, listened distractedly, and looked as if she would rather be elsewhere. "Captain Janeway," she said, "You have greatly disrupted the negotiations for the Treaty Planet. It would be best if you would repair your ship and leave."

Kathryn had forced herself to be calm. "Perhaps I did not make myself clear. Although we want nothing more than to leave, we will not be able to unless someone helps us. The Vordai are willing to do so; all we ask is that you consent to their aid."

The Secretary's eyes narrowed, making her look remarkably like a beige ferret. Her bald head was decorated with a bright green and yellow feather that bobbed as she spoke. "And what will your next request be? To colonize the planet because your ship is beyond salvage? You cannot have the Treaty Planet. If you must colonize, you can be subsumed into the Vordai or the Minenne, if they will have you."

"Madam Secretary," Chakotay said, sensing Kathryn's frustration, "you must understand our situation. We understand how tense relations are in this region and we don't want to cause any more disruption than we already have. Our Captain has vowed to get our ship and crew home or die in the attempt. If the Vordai are not permitted to help us -" he stopped, letting his silence imply that in such a case, Kathryn would be required to die.

Kathryn valiantly held her neutral expression despite Chakotay's exaggeration and Kim's bug-eyed reaction to it.

"Really? A Death Oath?" The Secretary opened her eyes and looked at Kathryn with interest. "Well. That puts things in a different light." She stood abruptly. "If the Gunrath'u Oligarchy does not object, then we will not, either. You really should have gone to them first, Captain. They've got enough power to veto anything the three other worlds agree on."

So now they were on their way to Gunrath, the home of the Gunrath'u Oligarchy, and Kathryn's head was pounding. She glanced over at Chakotay. "Tell me - how did you know the Secretary would react to that 'home or die' statement?"

He grinned. "While you were finishing up with the Minenne Extern, I spoke with his aide. He mentioned the tradition of the Death Oath as being the ultimate indicator of sincerity for the Grevel-Ash. And I didn't think I was misrepresenting your position."

"You might have warned me." She rubbed her head again, thinking, what will happen if the Gunrath'u won't agree? How will I get us out of this one? How did I let us get in this position in the first place? "Did he give you any tips on how to impress the Oligarchs?"

His smile faded. "He said obsequiousness works best."

"Fine. If I have to get down on my knees and beg, I'll do it as long as they give their consent." She would grovel if she had to; how could she not? How could she let her own ego supersede the crew who had died in the Borg attacks, the Borg who had died at her hand from biological weapons, the choices that had left her ship grounded and perhaps mortally injured? Pride was a luxury she could no longer afford.

"Don't worry," he said with a slight smile, "if anyone can charm the Gunrath'u Oligarchy, it's Kathryn Janeway. I should know. Look how you won over me and the Maquis."

Reaching across the gap between them, she touched his arm. The gesture was old between them now, and felt reassuringly familiar. "Flattery will get you nothing, but I am glad you came."

"Kathryn-" he began, but was interrupted by the sudden shrill of an alarm klaxon. "There's a ship approaching, rapidly."

Eyebrows arched, she turned to her console. "We're being hailed," she reported. "A Gunrath'u ship. I'm responding."

He glanced at her. "That was easy. I didn't think we'd find them for another five hours."

She leaned back and smiled. "Maybe we're going to be lucky for a change."

ACT ONE

Day 1- Morning

She drifted in a blue-white fog, feeling pleasantly light. It was like floating, she thought, floating on a lake on an early autumn day, when the sun was still high but the air starting to turn cool. The smell was wrong, though. The smell was sterile, like a laboratory where they worked on delicate equipment. But she was lying down. Why would she be lying down in a laboratory?

She opened her eyes and found herself staring up at a mauve ceiling with an arc of soft lights pointing back at her. It was unfamiliar, and she felt the pleasantly buoyant sensation fade quickly. When she tried to sit up she realized that her arms and legs were restrained. The last remnant of pleasure faded.

"Good. You're awake. I'm Dr. Vela," a brisk voice said, and she turned her head to the right. A woman with lavender hair and wearing a white lab coat stood beside the bed. She had three pronounced ridges on the bridge of her nose, and two more on each cheekbone.

"Where am I?" she asked the doctor. "What happened?"

"This is a medical ward." Vela checked a small datapad for information. "What's the last thing you remember?"

"I - I don't know." Concentration was useless; worse, it was like walking through a strange room in the dark. There were shadows and silhouettes that she couldn't quite make out and that turned to smoke when she reached for them. "It's all a blank."

Dr. Vela smiled with what looked like satisfaction. She touched a button on the side of the bed and the restraints retracted. "All right then. Go into that room and clean up. You'll find a uniform there for you. Then come out and you'll be taken to your interview."

"My interview? A uniform? I don't understand. What happened to me? Why don't I remember anything?"

"Just do as you're told, and everything will be explained." Vela's tone made it clear she was running out of patience.

Staring at the doctor, she considered for a moment. Dressed in only a thin hospital gown, she felt exposed and at a disadvantage in any argument. She also had the feeling that Vela would not respond well to a fuss. The best strategy was to cooperate, at least for the moment.

The floor tile was cold against her bare feet and she shivered. As she headed for the door Vela had indicated, she looked around. She saw a male with pale blue hair and a ridged face carrying a tray of vials, and green-haired woman stood near a monitor, examining a cranial image. There were other beds, but they were blocked by screens and she couldn't see if there were other patients.

There must have been an accident, she decided, and I was injured. That's why I don't remember anything.

The door led to a small wash room with a sonic shower, a sink and mirror, and a hook on the wall from which a deep green jumpsuit hung. She moved over to the sink and looked into the mirror. The person staring back at her had a smooth face, devoid of ridges of any kind; shoulder-length auburn hair and blue eyes.

It was the face of a stranger. More than a stranger, it was a face that was different than any she had seen so far. The face of an outsider.

She stared for a long time, waiting to find something familiar, something that sparked an instant of recognition. When it never came, she turned away, fighting a growing feeling of desperation. It was as if she were acting in a play but she didn't know her lines; surely someone would realize it soon and hand her a script, or denounce her as a fraud and send her home.

As soon as she was clean, she dressed quickly. The uniform consisted of a white pullover top worn underneath a deep green jumpsuit that fit her perfectly. There was a large belt that seemed designed to hold tools, although it was empty. The boots were the same green as the uniform and had a comfortable heel. When she checked in the mirror again, she was still a stranger - a fully dressed stranger, but still entirely unfamiliar.

She came out and looked around. Dr. Vela was busy at another bed, but a young man with the same kind of bony ridges on his cheeks walked over to her. His hair was light green, the same color as his eyes. "I'm to take you to the interview."

She wondered whether the green was natural or chemically induced. She also wondered at the differences between them. "I'm not the same species as you."

"That will be explained," he said. He started walking without waiting for her, and she frowned. He and Vela both were rude and abrupt, but if she were going to get any answers, she had to put up with it.

The orderly led her to a small room and left as soon as she stepped through the doorway. A tall, spare man rose from behind a small desk as she entered, placed his hands together and bowed slightly from the waist. "Hello," he said. "My name is Hrano. I am your corrections officer."

"Corrections officer?" She stopped in mid-step, shocked. "Am I a prisoner?"

Hrano was the same species as Vela and the orderly, with ridges on his nose and cheekbones, but he seemed different. After a moment she realized that it was because he at least appeared to be acting with genuine friendliness. His amber eyes were almost kind as he answered her. "Why don't you sit down and let me tell you about it."

There was a single, hardbacked chair near his desk and she sat down. "Am I a prisoner?" she repeated.

"Yes, you are. You're a convicted felon and this is a penal facility."

She stared at him, trying to process his words. She was a felon? It was hard to believe, but then everything that had happened since she awoke was hard to believe. Feeling numb, she asked, "Do I have a name?"

"Your name is Kathryn."

"Kathryn." She felt the shape of it, listened to the sound. It meant nothing to her. "Why don't I remember?"

He smiled sympathetically. "I probably should have said that this is a rehabilitation facility. Our goal is to use your time here to help you become a productive, contributing citizen again."

"That doesn't explain anything. Why don't I remember?"

"Your memory was deliberately erased as part of your sentence. You've been given a unique opportunity, Kathryn. You have a chance to build a new life for yourself, without the burdens of your past, whatever they were."

Feeling stunned, she stared at him. "My memory was intentionally erased because I committed a crime? As a punishment?" The concept was overwhelming. "My God. What did I do?"

"Quite honestly, I don't know anything about your trial. That information is sealed. I can tell you that the people who are sent here are those who committed a serious crime against the Oligarchy but whose basic character is sound. The judge must have decided that your actions were the result of circumstances or environment rather than a criminal mentality." There was no doubting the sincerity in his voice. "It's not intended as a punishment, but as rehabilitation. The memory wipe is done to let your basic character emerge in a safe and controlled environment. You'll be given the opportunity to develop a work ethic, civic responsibility, even build a family if you choose - all in a community that supports you. When your sentence is up, you'll be free to leave and take your place in Gunrath'u society as a full citizen."

She sat motionless, trying to absorb all the ramifications of his words. It was hard to think things through the emotions that were roiling within. "But ... I could be a murderer and not remember. I can't even feel remorse for what I did. That doesn't make sense."

"You aren't a murderer," Hrano said forcefully, then leaned back and took a breath. He said more calmly, "You wouldn't be here in that case. You're just a victim of circumstances. I'm going to do the best I can to make your life here decent. It can be, you know. Try to think of it as an opportunity to start over."

Finally she said, "A second chance? This is all about giving me a second chance without a lot of baggage to hinder me?"

"Interesting phrasing. Yes, essentially that's it."

Still she sat without moving. Something felt very wrong about the whole situation, but she felt off-balance and unprepared to confront it. After a moment she took a deep breath and mentally counted to ten. It was obvious that he wasn't going to answer any questions about her past, so there was no point in dwelling on it. "Are you Gunrath'u, or am I?"

"I am. You ... to be honest, I don't know what your people call themselves. There are only a few of you on our island." He smiled slightly. "Does that mean you've accepted the situation?"

Kathryn shrugged. "There doesn't seem to be much I can do to change it. We're on an island?"

"Yes, an island on Gunrath. You need to know, Kathryn, that a chip has been implanted in your brain. It receives a signal from a transmitter located at the center of the island that has a limited range. As long as you remain here, you'll be fine. But if the chip ever loses the signal from the transmitter, it will begin to emit a homing signal - and that signal can cause brain damage, and even death, if it goes on more than a few minutes. That is the only restraint on you. Other than that, you will be free to live your life as you choose."

He folded his hands and looked at her earnestly. "The work is hard, and the conditions are less than optimal, but if you don't like your job assignment, we'll find you a new one. If you need help with training or with coping with your new situation, you'll get it. The living quarters are serviceable and more or less all the same, but if you don't like yours, we can change them. As long as you give us your best efforts, we'll do our best to make your life comfortable. How does that sound?"

"It sounds," she said slowly, searching for the right words, "as if rehabilitation truly is the aim here."

Hrano smiled broadly. "I'm glad you think so. If you're ready, you'll be taken to your assigned position. Your supervisor will help you settle into your quarters after your work shift. Are you ready to get to work?"

None of it felt right. There were questions building inside her head so quickly she couldn't separate them yet. But, despite his phrasing, she recognized a dismissal when she heard one. The interview was over. She stood. "Yes, sir."

Day 1 - Evening

A high-pitched siren screamed through the factory-wide communications system, and Kathryn looked up from her console. In a day of learning new processes, many of which had aural cues, that was a sound she had not heard before. "What's that?"

Across the floor, her supervisor smiled. "That," Emanni said with a smile, "is the end-of-shift signal. Your first day is done."

Kathryn relaxed for the first time in several hours. "It went quickly."

"You caught on quickly. I'm impressed, actually. Logistics and Transport is considered one of the more demanding posts. Most novices need at least a week to learn the systems." She stripped off the skin-tight gloves and dropped them in a hamper, indicating that Kathryn should do the same. "Why don't you join my husband and me for dinner? Our apartment is on the way to yours. Then we can show you where your quarters are."

"Thanks." Kathryn liked Emanni already. The supervisor was not Gunrath'u; she said her species was called Minenne. Like Kathryn, she had no visible facial ridges but her skin was a deep golden color and she had a short cap of black fur instead of hair. The most noticeable difference, though, was the grace with which she moved. She didn't walk so much as flow, Kathryn thought. "If you don't mind someone whose contribution to the conversation is likely to be nothing but questions."

"No problem. My husband loves to answer questions." Her eyes twinkled. "Sometimes I ask him things just so he can have the fun of knowing the answer."

"I doubt he'll know the answer to my questions - I want to know who I am and what I did to wind up a prisoner."

Emanni's eyes flashed with warning. "Not here," she said quietly. "Never talk about that here."

Kathryn followed Emanni through the maze of the warehouse and crowds of workers until they were finally outside. The warehouse, she saw, was at the end of a row of connected buildings marked only with numbers. They looked a little seedy, as if in need of attention if not repair. "What are those?"

"The rest of the factories. You saw the components we were loading today. Each one is made in a different factory - the fuel pods, the power relays, the communications arrays, the sensor modules. Once they're constructed, they come to Logistics and Transport for shipment to the warehouse at the sky berths, either for new construction or for repair and replacement." She tilted her head to the left, a gesture which Kathryn had come to recognize as an expression of satisfaction.

"You're content," she said, then regretted it. "That was presumptuous. I'm sorry."

"Don't be." Emmani patted her hand. "I'm hoping that you and I will be friends and friends can ask personal questions. Yes, I am content. I have a husband I love and a job that gives me satisfaction."

Kathryn shook her head. "Forgive me if I say this all feels a little surreal. I have no memory, I'm told I committed a crime but not what it was, and that I'm a prisoner - and yet, I'm strolling down a public sidewalk talking about jobs and families. It doesn't fit."

"I know," Emanni said sympathetically. "I felt the same way at first. We all do. Give it time. Eventually you'll see, this really is wonderful chance to start a new life."

"Don't you ever wonder about before? About what you did to wind up here?" It had been bothering her all day, the fact that she didn't know anything about herself. Had her crime been of violence, or of deceit? Had she been an engineer, or a physician, or a writer or a politician? Did she have family someplace, mourning her - parents or children or a husband? The questions had piled upon each other steadily throughout the work shift.

"Yes." Emanni spoke quietly. "It's only natural, I suppose. In time the questions come less often and more quietly. Life goes on, you know, and as this life becomes more real to you the need to know the past will fade. And," she said, brightening, "we can't do anything about the past so I prefer to focus on the future. And the present. And here we are."

They stopped walking, and Kathryn realized they had reached a small building that appeared to be from a different era. It was only three stories, and looked to be built of wood and brick and other natural materials. The contrast to the modern duranium and transparent aluminum construction of every other building she had seen so far was striking.

Emanni opened the door to a small antechamber that had three other doors. "There are three apartments in this building," she explained. "We're on the third floor." When they reached the top of the steps, they entered a large, open room with furniture that looked comfortable and homey.

"This is nice," she said. "Do all the quarters look like this?"

"More or less. Single and couples quarters are the same size - a main room, a bedroom, bath and kitchen. Family quarters are larger." Emanni smiled. "And families are encouraged. If I know my husband, he's probably on the deck."

She led Kathryn through the main room to curtained double doors that revealed a large balcony with a magnificent view of the ocean. Kathryn stopped, enthralled. The apartment building backed up a cliff that rose some thirty meters above the water. The land that sloped to the shore was thickly treed, sporting dozens of shades of green and yellow leaves. "This is beautiful," she said.

Emanni had already moved beyond the doorway. "Ah. I told you he'd be here."

Kathryn's eyes opened a little wider when she saw the man clearly. Emanni laughed at her expression. "Kathryn, I believe you've met my husband. Hrano, you remember Kathryn?"

"Of course," the corrections officer said. He seemed startled to see her, almost afraid, Kathryn thought, but then dismissed the notion. "I had no idea Emanni would bring you by. Welcome. How was your first day?"

"Not bad," she admitted.

"Good." He paused awkwardly, then gestured to his left. A man wearing the black and silver uniform of the fuel pod factory rose from a chair as Hrano spoke. "I brought a new friend home as well. Chakotay, this is my wife, Emanni, and her friend Kathryn."

Kathryn shivered once as she looked at Chakotay. He was from her species; his coloring was darker than hers and he had a tattoo on his forehead, but he was definitely one of her people. She felt a surge of attraction - no, she corrected herself, kinship. Yes, surely that was it. Kinship. Instinctively, she held out her right hand. "I'm glad to meet you, Chakotay."

"It's mutual," he said, shaking her hand briefly. His grip was firm and warm. "It's good to see a similar face."

"It's Chakotay's first day, too," Hrano said. He still looked distinctly uncomfortable.

Emanni laughed as she sat. "I'm sorry. I've broken that silly regulation again, haven't I?" She turned to Kathryn. "You aren't supposed to meet any other newcomers for a while yet. For reasons I don't understand, it's against regulations." Then she cocked her head and smiled at Hrano. "Fortunately, an official is here to testify that it happened accidentally."

Hrano's expression had been stern when she began but melted into open adoration by the time she was finished. "I guess we can overlook it this time."

She threaded an arm through his. "See why I like him? Relax, Hrano. It's for the best. They can probably both use a friend."

"Watch out," Hrano said wryly. "She's matchmaking again. She's been doing a lot of it since we got married."

Chakotay was still looking at Kathryn, and his look was plainly admiring. "Either way, I'm grateful."

She was pleased by his reaction to her but not ready to admit it, and certainly not ready to encourage any matchmaking on her behalf. "Don't speak too soon. One thing I've learned today is that I'm bossy and opinionated."

"That's all right. One thing I've learned today is that I'm remarkably tolerant."

Kathryn laughed. "I have a feeling we're going to get along just fine."

Day 5 - Voyager

Tom Paris entered the Captain's ready room with a stack of PADDs and a bad attitude. The attitude was attributable to three facts: even though he and his wife were sleeping in their quarters again instead of a shelter, neither of them had managed more than three hours of sleep the night before; the paperwork he had been forced to assume in his temporary role of acting first officer was overwhelmingly irritating; and Lt. Commander Tuvok was sitting at the Captain's desk. As far as Tom was concerned, Kathryn Janeway was the only person who belonged in that chair and it annoyed him to see anyone else sitting there, even temporarily. "Acting first officer Paris reporting," he drawled. "Here are the latest updates from Engineering you requested."

Tuvok regarded him calmly. "Have you prioritized them?"

"How? I have it on pretty good authority from the Chief Engineer that everything is top priority right now."

"Returning the warp drive to maximum efficiency is our first priority. Defensive capabilities follow that."

Tom sat down and shuffled through the PADDS. "According to this, main power is back for the long term, barring any more fried relays. We have full impulse capacity but warp drive is still offline and will be indefinitely, unless the Captain's mission is successful and we can get replacements for the plasma relays. Even if we get the warp system working we won't be able to use it until we have access to a spacedock to repair the damage to the port nacelle strut. This is why the Chief Engineer is a little cranky today."

Tuvok accepted the PADD. "Just the summaries, Mr. Paris. The editorial comments are unnecessary."

"Sorry. This says," and he lifted up another PADD, "that shields are at 60% and they still think 100% is doable within the week, assuming the Doctor's treatment works on the rest of the gel packs. And since we've got power to all the crew decks again, we're striking the outdoor dormitories. The only facilities still set up on the planet surface are the temporary mess hall and the tents for anyone who wants to camp out. That should make our unwilling hosts happy."

"Indeed. That is good news."

"Enjoy it, because that's all there is. The structural repairs are on hold until the replicators are on line again. Phasers are also off-line still and the torpedo system is operational only on a manual basis. The secondary relays have been fried. B'Elanna is exploring the possibility of cannibalizing the relays from holodeck one, but she isn't optimistic that will work."

Tuvok took the report, scanned it and set it aside. "Let us hope it will not be necessary to try. With any luck, the Captain has been successful in obtaining the consent of the four worlds to permit the Vordai to help us."

"Shouldn't they have reported in by now?"

Tuvok managed to frown without actually changing his facial expression. "Considering that their last message stated they would be out of communications range for up to six days, they are not yet overdue. It could be another full day before they contact us again."

Something in his voice made Tom anxious. "You're worried, aren't you, Tuvok?"

"I am not worried." Tuvok hesitated, then added, "I am, however, uneasy."

"Uneasy? As in, you have some kind of hunch?"

"It does not require a 'hunch' to recognize that we have experienced a great deal of bad luck recently."

"And things never go as planned when the Captain and the Commander are on the same away mission." Tom shook his head. "I didn't know you believed in luck."

"Luck is nothing more than statistical probability. At the moment, however, the probability seems high that the worst of all possible outcomes may have occurred."

"Well, that cheers me up no end." Tom stood. "I think I'll go check on the com system to be certain it's still functional. I don't want to miss a message from them."

Day 7 Gunrath

Life on the island wasn't that bad, Harry thought as he dutifully followed his supervisor down the street. He had decent living quarters, and already begun making friends. His neighbor, a blonde-furred Minenne named Esla, had taken him under her wing and introduced him to her circle of friends. They were about his age, and a couple of them were musicians. Harry had discovered that he liked music, and was trying to write a song for one his new friends to play. He'd even seen a couple of members of his own species across the lane at the grocer's, but he hadn't met them yet. He figured he would introduce himself the next time he saw them.

Things on the job had just taken a giant leap forward. Initially, he had been assigned to the communications array assembly line, working grueling ten hour shifts with antiquated robotics and waldoes to construct delicate chips. Just this morning, though, his supervisor had told him to leave the line and report to the maintenance team. He was now a trouble-shooter and repair expert, spending his days moving from place to place instead of indoors in the assembly line. Yeah, life wasn't so bad.

Corgish, the pudgy, bald Grevel-Ash prisoner assigned as his job trainer, stopped suddenly. "Here we are."

"Central Administration?"

"Their equipment is just as bad as the rest of the island," Corgish said cheerfully. He was almost always cheerful. "We aren't a priority for the Oligarchs when they approve the annual budget." He led Harry through the lobby to a door of gold-toned filigree, which slid open as his touch and revealed a lift. "Third floor."

Harry looked around the narrow chamber. "This thing is an antique."

"I prefer to think of it as a classic," Corgish said with a grin. "Look, the only way to be successful in this job is to be invisible. I mean, you have to be quiet and kind of blend in with the scenery. Do that, and you can learn a lot. A lot. But if you call attention to yourself, you'll be back on the assembly line before you know it." The lift stopped suddenly, tossing them both off balance. "Third floor. Here we are."

They heard the voices as soon as they stepped off the lift. Harry stopped as he heard the unforgettable cut-crystal voice of Dr. Vela say, "Don't fight me, Hrano."

Corgish held up one hand, signaling Harry to remain quiet. His eyes were dancing with delight.

"I'm not fighting," came the weary voice of the corrections officer. "But you're asking me to approve an unbudgeted expenditure. I just want to understand."

"All you have to understand is that I need a new molecular scanner." Vela's snappish tone softened suddenly, becoming almost a purr. "If you approve it, we can all be happy. If you don't, well, the next time I see the General I just might have to mention how chummy you're getting with the prisoners. I don't think he'd like that. I don't think he'd like that at all."

"She wins," Corgish whispered. "She always wins."

In a moment, Dr. Vela sauntered out of Hrano's office, smiling broadly and carrying a datapad. She passed Corgish and Harry without acknowledging their presence, and Corgish looked relieved. "Like I told you," he said. "Invisible."

He started toward Hrano's office, and Harry followed dutifully. The door was open, and the corrections officer was sitting at his desk, with his head balanced on the palm of his hands. He looked up when Corgish cleared his throat. "Yes?"

"Computer maintenance, sir. You put in a work order?"

"Oh. Right. The stupid thing crashed again. See what you can do for it." He rose, and snatched his jacket from the back of his chair. "I'll be back in an hour."

To Harry's surprise, he stopped directly in front of him. "Harry, isn't it?" Hrano asked. "You just arrived."

"A week ago," Harry said.

"And promoted to maintenance already?" Hrano looked at him thoughtfully. "You must be good."

"Yes, sir," Corgish said. "One of the best we've seen."

Hrano looked at him for several seconds, long enough that Harry began to feel uncomfortable. Then he pulled his jacket on with a jerk and said, "Get to it," and walked out.

"That was weird," Harry said.

"Oh, Hrano's not bad," Corgish said. "Truth be told, I think he may actually give a damn about us, which is more than you can say for Vela or the others. Come on, let's see what's giving his computer fits."

Day 9

The sudden beeping on the shuttle bay control console caused Kathryn to look up. Emanni was sitting on the floor, holding her head with both hands. "What's wrong?" Kathryn asked, hurrying over.

"Nothing - the controls - a shuttle's coming-"

Frowning, Kathryn went to the console and entered the commands to permit one of the robotic cargo shuttles to dock, then knelt beside her friend. Emanni's eyes were normally a deep gold but the shade varied with her mood and now they were frighteningly pale. "Don't tell me nothing's wrong. Your eyes have turned almost white."

"It's just a headache," she whispered.

"That's more than 'just' a headache. I'm going to call the medic."

"No." Emanni gripped her wrist tightly. "Don't."

Kathryn studied her closely. "You're frightened. Why?"

"I - sometimes I remember things, Kathryn. Little things that don't make sense, but I know they're memories. If the medics find out, they'll either transfer me to a different facility or try another wipe. I don't want to lose what I've got here."

"Is that what happened? You just remembered something?"

"Yes. I was on a ship, looking at a navigation console. That's all." She smiled weakly. "Help me up. I'm the supervisor - I can't be taking a break when a shuttle's coming in. I'm all right."

Her eyes were regaining color, Kathryn saw and reluctantly helped her stand. She placed both of her friend's hands on the console. "All right. You supervise. I'll do the work."

The process of loading the transport shuttle took nearly an hour and Kathryn had to concentrate the entire time in order to cover her role and Emanni's. By the time she finished, though, Emanni had recovered substantially. She was able to stand without gripping the console and her eyes were the soft yellow color of butter. As the fully loaded ship departed, she turned to Kathryn. "Thank you. You did a fine job."

"Emanni -"

"Kathryn, I have to ask you to forget what I told you. It is dangerous for me to have said it, and for you to have heard it."

"But surely -"

"I mean it, Kathryn. Now let's get back to work. We have the manifest for tomorrow's shipment. Confirm the inventory."

The clipped tone was so unlike her friend that Kathryn could not be offended. Emanni was obviously deeply troubled.

*****

Chakotay was waiting for her at the end of shift, standing near the factory exit despite the soft, persistent rain. It had become their habit to meet there and walk together, sometimes to stop at the grocers, sometimes to share a drink with others from work, sometimes simply to go far as her apartment building; his was two buildings beyond. She smiled when she saw him. "I thought the rain might scare you away," she said, linking her arm through his.

He wore a waterproof jacket but he was not using the hood and his bare head was soaked. "Feels good, actually. The environmental system was acting up today, and it was hotter than an oven."

"Did they get it fixed?" She frowned; he worked in the fuel pod injection assembly, and heat was dangerous for the volatile liquid.

"More or less. It never reached the red zone." He looked down at her. "What about you? Tough day?"

She hesitated. Although Emanni had begged her not to tell anyone what happened, it didn't feel right keeping a secret from Chakotay. Since that first night, they had met every day after work just to talk. Living without a past, she had discovered, was not merely frustrating but also isolating, and the connection she and Chakotay were forging was increasingly important to her. "Something odd happened," she said slowly. "Emanni thought she had a flash of memory."

He stopped short and looked at her intently. "She remembered something?"

"Possibly. At first she thought so, but then she said it was just an hallucination brought on by a killer headache." She bit her lip. "She was terrified, really terrified, that her memory might come back. Part of it was that she thinks she'll be sent away if she remembers, but part of her is afraid of what she might have been or done before."

"There is that." He began walking again, although more slowly. "Don't you ever worry that you're befriending a serial killer?"

"I could ask you the same thing," she said lightly.

"I asked first," he replied, and she realized he was serious.

"No, I'm not worried. If you were violent by nature or even just plain mean, I'd have seen it by now. " She sighed. "Maybe the Gunrath'u are on to something. If we were forced into bad choices by circumstances, perhaps it's easier to start over with a clean slate."

"You sound like you're accepting this."

"Maybe I'm just getting used to the idea."

He shook his head. "I wish I could say the same. The idea of someone else controlling my thoughts, my memories - it makes me angry. It's not right, Kathryn. No matter what their motivation is, it's just not right. What if they made a mistake? Did you ever wonder if perhaps you were innocent?"

"Sometimes," Kathryn said slowly, "when I try to think about before, I feel ... I can't explain it exactly, but I feel heavier. Something about the past weighs me down. I'm still curious, but I don't feel as desperate to know as I did at first." Then she shrugged. "I'm not explaining it well, I know. Want to stop for a drink and I can try to do better?"

"Actually, I was wondering if you wanted to take a chance on my cooking. I went overboard at the grocer's and there's more than I can eat myself before it goes bad."

It would be the first time they had eaten together alone, and she found she liked the idea. "Sounds good."

They walked a bit further without speaking, comfortable in each other's company. The rain let up enough that Kathryn lowered the hood on her jacket and looked up, trying to decide if it had stopped for good. As she did, she saw his expression change. "What is it?"

"Just now - déjà vu, I guess. I felt like I've seen you do that before." He paused, then added, "I had a strange dream last night, and it gave me the same kind of feeling."

"What was it?"

"A man called me 'son' and told me I was lost. He said I had to find my way back."

He seemed so disturbed that she stopped walking. "Lost. We've been feeling that way, haven't we? But I think we are finding a new way."

"I like the sound of that," he said. He let go of her arm and turned to face her. Then he took her right hand in his left and intertwined their fingers. "Finding our way together."

She looked at the way their hands were meshed. It felt right. Nodding slowly, she said, "I think I like it, too."

ACT TWO

Day 10 - Voyager

"Diplomacy?" B'Elanna asked, staring at Tuvok incredulously. As her due date approached, she was becoming increasingly ill-tempered. "The Captain, Chakotay and Harry are missing and you want to be a diplomat?"

Tuvok sat at the head of the conference table, in the Captain's spot. The senior staff meeting was uncharacteristically small. "Given the current condition of the ship, Lieutenant, diplomacy is our only option. Even if it were good policy, Voyager is not in a position to threaten the worlds of this region. Their technology may be slightly behind ours, but this ship is still seriously damaged."

"They don't have to know that," she countered. "They don't know anything about us. I thought the Corbomite Maneuver was required reading at the Academy."

"Unlike Captain Kirk, I do not bluff."

"I agree," the Doctor said, and everyone turned to look at him. "Commander Tuvok is correct. Remember, the Captain has already asked three of the worlds for help. And even if she didn't tell them everything about our situation, we can't assume we can fool these people. Look at the Vordai - their scanners were far more accurate than ours even though their weapons are years behind. Our technology may be superior on average, but there are too many individual differences that make up that average."

"So," Tom said. "Where does that leave us? The Grevel-Ash say our people left there for the Gunrath system but never arrived. The Vordai say they had a ship that disappeared too, so they want us to take one of their investigators along with us. Then what?"

"Then," Tuvok said, "since the end proved unhelpful, I suggest we begin at the beginning. Go back to Vordai and retrace the path the shuttle took."

"That will take forever," B'Elanna said, clearly upset.

"That is an exaggeration," Tuvok said. "However, it will require patience."

"Terrific," Tom said. "Check the inventory, Tuvok. Patience is in short supply right now, along with power relays and spare gel packs."

"No, we've got a better supply of gel packs," B'Elanna said. "No disrespect intended, but the crew wants our people back."

"As do I. But for the present, I know of no other way to accomplish that aim." Tuvok paused. "Is the Delta Flyer space worthy, Lieutenant?"

"Give me three more hours."

"We'll leave in four, then," Tom said.

"Correction, Mr. Paris." Tuvok rose. "I will leave in four hours, accompanied by Mr. Tessoni and Mr. Neelix. You will assume command of Voyager in my absence and oversee the repairs."

"What?" Tom nearly choked. "You can't do that. You're acting captain. You're supposed to stay here."

"Under different circumstances, I might agree." Tuvok regarded him coolly. "However, we already know that the governments of this region will communicate only with the most senior representative of the ship. That is now me. And as we are running as low on senior staff as we are on patience, it is not logical to risk you as well."

"Tessoni I understand," B'Elanna said, frowning slightly. "He's Security but he's also got a pilot's rating. Why Neelix?"

"We also know that the governments of this region tend to be bureaucratic. Mr. Neelix is skilled at circumventing bureaucracy when necessary." Tuvok looked at the three. "Any other questions? Then, Mr. Paris, tell the Vordai that their investigator is welcome to join me. If he can reach Voyager in four hours, he can board here, or he can meet me at the Vordai homeworld."

Day 12 -Gunrath

Harry entered the fifth floor of the Administration Building and immediately felt his stomach shrink. This was the medical ward, and the sight of it brought back the confusion and fear he had felt when he woke up with no memory. Sometimes he still woke up in a cold sweat at night, wondering where he was and why he was there.

The other two members of his species, Chakotay and Kathryn, claimed to have similar reactions when they talked one night at the tavern. Most of the rest of his friends said it would pass, that he would get used to life on the island. During the day he could believe that. At night, he knew better.

'Be invisible,' he reminded himself as he made his way across the ward to Dr. Vela's office, and it helped settle his stomach. She was seated at her desk, but looked up when he reached her door. At first she seemed displeased, but then the color of his uniform and the box he carried explained his presence.

"It's about time," she said. "I've been waiting for hours. Do you have any idea how impossible it is to practice medicine here without direct access to the Medical Library?"

"The Director sends his apologies, ma'am. I'm to install the new components for you immediately."

She rose and gestured to a panel. "Get to it."

The flashing of a red light overhead interrupted his work and everything else on the ward. Vela grabbed her surgical tunic and threw it on over her blouse. Harry left his work and went over to the door, watching the organized pandemonium in the ward. Everyone seemed to be running to accomplish a specific task. It was like a battle drill, he thought, only he did not think this was a drill.

Then, just for an instant, he wondered why he thought of battles. Had he been a soldier? Was his crime connected to military service?

Then the turbolift doors opened and two men dressed in the silver uniform of the Security Force pushed a gurney through the door. Someone in the orange uniform worn by the workers in the Deflector Assembly, Harry couldn't tell if it was a man or a woman, was writhing in silent agony, hands covering the face.

Vela stepped out and snapped at the guard, "What happened?"

The man looked down at the body on the gurney. "He was fishing at Harbor Point and apparently drifted past the safety marker, poor devil."

"Get him into surgery." Vela turned on her heel and stalked down the corridor.

Harry went over to one of the guards. "What happened? I don't understand," he said.

"He went beyond the transmitter range. It's clearly marked but the currents can be strong at Harbor Point and we get one or two of these a year." The guard shook his head. "It would be kinder if Vela just killed him. If he lives, he's a goner."

"A what?"

"A goner. You know, gone. No one home." The guard tapped his forehead. "You a fisherman?"

Glancing at the gurney, Harry said, "If I was, I'm not now." He turned and went back into the office to finish the task of repairing Vela's communication console, feeling deeply troubled. His administrative officer had told him about the chip but he hadn't thought much about it before this.

He'd be thinking about it tonight, that was for certain.

Day 15 - Delta Flyer

Tuvok sat erect in an uncomfortable chair in the office of the Minenne Assistant to the Extern Councilor, who was reviewing records with what seemed to Tuvok unnecessary slowness. The alien's cap of fur was marmalade orange streaked with gray, and he had pulled out a pair of pince nez to read the report. He scanned it, sighed, read it again, sighed, and began reading it again.

Tuvok cleared his throat. "Is there a problem, Mr. Secretary?"

"My apologies, Commander. I wanted to be certain I did not mislead you. Your Captain was indeed here, twenty days ago, with a letter of introduction from the Viceroy of the Vordai Inner Circle. She, Commander Chakotay and Lt. Kim met with the Extern Councilor. He sympathized with her - with your - situation but felt unable to offer the assurances she sought without the concurrence of the Grevel-Ash Republic and the Gunrath'u Oligarchy. They left here with the stated intent of seeking out the Grevel system."

"Thank you," Tuvok said, "but as you know, I have come here directly from Vordai. We have already confirmed that our people were here and at Grevel, but they never arrived at Gunrath. My question was whether any of your ships reported any sign of them after they left Grevel."

"No, I'm afraid not," the Assistant said. "Our last notation of them is their departure." He rose, signaling an end to the interview. "Good luck in your search."

Tuvok nodded once and returned to the corridor, where he found Neelix and another Minenne waiting for him. "Any luck?" Neelix asked hopefully.

"The Councilor could not add anything to what we already know."

"Well, perhaps Inspector Shertra here can," Neelix said. "Inspector, this is Lt. Commander Tuvok."

The tall Minenne raised both hands to waist level, palms up, and inclined his head. The iron gray cap of fur gave the impression of age, but he was lean and obviously quite fit. "Lt. Commander. I work for a different segment of our government. I am authorized to tell you that over the last three years, we too have lost small ships in the area of space in which your craft was last reported. If you are willing to share information we may be able to solve both our mysteries."

Tuvok studied him for a moment, then said, "Would you be willing to join us on our search? We are currently working with a representative of the Vordai and I suspect the Grevel-Ash will also wish to participate. Your data will supplement theirs as well as ours."

Shertra hesitated. "We do not have a cooperation agreement with the Grevel-Ash."

"Do you need a formal treaty to solve a crime?" Neelix asked.

"Good point. I will speak with my superiors."

"Please do so expeditiously. I plan to depart for Grevel-Ash in an hour."

"I'll notify you of my response. It is an interesting proposition." Shertra turned and left.

Neelix fell into step beside Tuvok as they left the building. "I'm surprised, Tuvok. Why would you want to involve another investigator?"

"When there is this much finger-pointing going on, Mr. Neelix," he said, "I prefer to have all the fingers in one place at one time."

Day 15 - Gunrath, Evening

By the time the sun set on Treaty Day, Kathryn knew she had not enjoyed herself so much in a long, long time. It wasn't simply that she didn't remember it; the buoyancy in her spirit seemed to lift her body, and she knew that was because it was a rare thing.

Treaty Day, the celebration of the declaration of peace between the Minenne and Gunrath a decade earlier, was the only planetary holiday on which no one, not even prisoners, worked. The factories were closed, the production lines silent. Even the lowliest of the low were given the chance to revel in the rewards that military might and determined leadership could bring.

At least, that was how General Tenglis phrased it on his address to the planet in the morning. Tenglis was one of the Five Oligarchs who led the Gunrath'u in peace and war, and since Treaty Day celebrated a military victory, it fell to him to make the expected speech. Kathryn and Chakotay joined the 500 or so other prisoners in the streets, where giant screens had been erected, to watch the formal commemoration from the capital city. As the display went dark, a cheer went up and all 500 workers headed for the parties.

And there were plenty of parties to choose from. A picnic on The Beach (it was the only stretch of sand on the entire island, so it needed no other name), a rather wild game of some nameless contact sport on the East Field, and an all-day dance on the Pier at Harbor Point were just a few of the options. Chakotay and Kathryn decided on the picnic first, and the dance later.

They had played in the sun all day, walking along the shore, playing a game called netball that pitted two teams on opposite sides of a net with the goal of keeping a ball in bounds and in the air as long as possible, and sharing a late afternoon meal with Hrano and Emanni. Hrano had brought along a bottle of sparkling wine for the occasion.

Chakotay lifted his glass in the air before sipping. "To friends," he said.

Kathryn raised her glass as well, but Hrano and Emanni were both looking confused. "Oh, dear," Kathryn said, "I think we have a cultural gap here." Then she looked at Chakotay. "Can you explain this?"

He didn't so much as blink. "Not at all."

"I think that what we're trying to say," Kathryn said, "is that we are grateful for your friendship and your help."

"And that you introduced us," Chakotay added. He clinked his glass against Kathryn's. When he saw that Hrano looked even more confused, he said, "I don't know why. It's just done."

Emanni's eyes had turned the color of burnished gold, a sign that she was feeling sentimental. Almost shyly, she touched her glass to the other two. "I haven't had many friends here. Knowing the two of you has been - it's been wonderful."

Hrano couldn't take his eyes off his wife, but he added his glass to the group. "In the name of friendship, then."

They had left the beach after that to change for dancing. Kathryn had splurged on a dress of a deep ocean blue, passing on a less expensive one in a rich shade of red. The red dress had been flattering enough but somehow the color made her feel constrained. She loved the way the blue dress flowed against her as she moved.

Chakotay apparently felt the same way. He had said that she looked lovely, but it was his eyes that told her the truth - to him, she was beautiful.

The Pier had been lined with paper lanterns, casting it in a soft light under the two full crescent moons. The band was at the far end, and the music was piped all the way to the beach to allow the most room for dancing. They stood for a moment, taking note of all the different styles and steps being performed.

"I don't think I'm much of a dancer," Kathryn warned him.

"I suspect we're equal there." He opened his arms. "Want to take a chance?"

She stepped into place, and was surprised by how easily it came to her. The music was in three-quarter time and they began to move in synchronous steps. They looked at each other in a moment of shared amazement, and then he suddenly became daring, twirling her down the Pier. They danced together almost effortlessly, as if they were partners of long standing. Kathryn couldn't seem to stop smiling.

The next number was in 5/8 time, and they both stood still for a moment to listen. "How does anyone dance to that?" she murmured.

"Like that, I guess," he said, and she saw that a number of couples were engaging in jerky, ungraceful yet synchronized movements.

"That is not for me," she said. "Care to sit this one out?"

He didn't let go of her. "Why not dare to be different?" He pulled her closer than before and began to sway.

She lay her head against his chest and sighed. "Fine idea." For a moment she closed her eyes and ignored the frenetic dancers around them. The oddly-timed music was not so bad like this, she thought. It was almost provocative, like a tango. The pulsing bass seemed to take control of her heart and change its rhythm to match. Chakotay was affected, too; she could hear his heart in matching beat.

Then she heard her name and opened her eyes. Harry, the younger member of their species, was dancing energetically with a golden-furred Minenne woman less than a meter from them. He saw that she had seen him, and waved.

When the song ended, one of the musicians gestured to Harry and he came over to talk to him. Then the musician walked away, leaving Harry holding his instrument, a long cylinder of polished wood with more keys than Kathryn could count. Harry looked at it for a moment, then smiled, then put it to his lips.

And magic came out.

Kathryn and Chakotay stopped at the same time, watching in fascination as Harry explored the instrument. The sound was mellow, warm and oddly recognizable. Around them, others listened appreciatively and began to clap and whistle their approval. Harry kept the music coming, faster and livelier and moving into higher registers, until the audience was stomping with him, urging him on. Finally, incredibly, he landed on a note at the top of the instrument's range and held it, and held it, and held it for an impossibly long time. When he finally yanked the mouthpiece away so he could gulp air, the crowd went wild. Harry flushed deeply, from pride or embarrassment or both.

"Look at him," Kathryn said softly. "He's so happy."

"He's found his touchstone," Chakotay said. His hand, resting on her shoulder, squeezed slightly.

They danced until midnight, until the band played its last number and the paper lanterns were extinguished. They danced until there was no one else left on the Pier but the two of them. They danced until they heard the half-hour-to-curfew warning.

"Oh." Kathryn knew they should be leaving, but wasn't ready. She looked up and circled around, delighted. Three moons shone down: one nearly full, one half and one crescent. "Look at those moons. It's a beautiful night."

He didn't look up at all. "Yes, it is."

"You aren't even looking."

"Yes, I am."

She held out her hand. "Let's take the long way home."

"The shore walk?" He took her hand and twined his fingers with hers. "We'll have to hurry if we're going to make it home before curfew."

"Let's live dangerously." Between the wine and the moonlight and the feel of his hand in hers, she felt almost giddy. "I feel like taking a few chances."

Hand in hand, they walked in companionable silence on the shore path. The light of the three moons reflected off the wave crests, white light making diamond patterns on black water. "You know," she said, "one of the benefits of having no past is that everything is new again. Look at that. Isn't it beautiful? And I feel like I've never seen it before."

"I'm not sure I see it as a benefit," he said. "There is something to be said for experience."

"Perhaps. But did you see Harry's face tonight when he realized he could play that instrument? It was pure joy." She shivered and without thinking, she let go of his hand and wrapped her arm through his, pressing close to him as they walked.

"Are you cold?"

"A little."

He extricated his arm from her grasp and enfolded her with it, pulling her even closer. Her head fitted neatly into the crook of his shoulder. "And have you found a benefit to that?"

She smiled. "Perhaps. I'll let you know."

"You amaze me. Most of the time I'm ready to curse them all for cutting off my past, and you find a reasons to be grateful for what's happened to us."

They walked a few more steps before she replied. "It bothered me a lot, at first. But lately ... lately I've been thinking that I must have done some dreadful things, because I honestly don't regret my lack of memories any more. I feel..." She bit her lower lip and let the words trail off.

"What?" he encouraged gently.

"I feel free. Like a weight has been taken away. I don't think I felt like that before."

He stopped walking and with his free hand, tilted her chin until she was looking at him. "You didn't do anything dreadful, Kathryn."

It was suddenly hard to breathe. "You can't know that."

"I know you. Memory wipe or not, you're not the kind of person who does dreadful things."

"Thank you," she whispered. It was a relief to hear him say it; until that instant, she hadn't known how much she had worried about her past.

She expected him to pull back, to resume walking again, but he didn't move. They stood still, his eyes fixed on hers as if he were searching for something.

"I know you," he repeated in a voice that sounded almost amazed. Then his hand slid to the back of her head, fingers tangling in her hair as his mouth descended on hers.

Oh, yes, she thought, as she shifted to hold him, to meet him. This feels right.

"Hey, there!"

A bright light hit them in the eye and they jumped apart. A security guard stood a couple of meters away, smiling in amusement and swinging a palm light. "You better save it, folks. You've got three minutes to curfew."

They grinned at one another, and Chakotay grabbed her hand. "Come on!"

They were nearly three blocks from the street with Kathryn's apartment and the warning lights were flashing as they reached the entrance to the building. She didn't let go of him, but pulled him in with her and into the turbolift. Only then did she drop his hand and bend over, gasping for air and laughing at the same time. When she could finally talk, she said, "We - we made it."

He was breathing so heavily he could barely talk. "But we - we've got - a problem."

"Oh?"

"It's past curfew. I can't leave this building until morning."

"So stay with me."

She waited to see his reaction. He surprised her. He said nothing, but clasped her shoulders and looked at her searchingly. Her heart flipped over and she became afraid that something was wrong.

Finally he said, "I don't want to push you."

Her fears melted into a smile that came from her heart. "You're not. I'm ready. Stay with me tonight."

Day 16 - Gunrath, Morning

Kathryn lay on her side, deliberately keeping still so she didn't disturb Chakotay. She wanted a few moments to herself, a few moments to study him and to think.

His face was peaceful as he slept, and his mouth was curved upward in the slightest of smiles. As well it should be, she thought with some satisfaction, after last night.

Last night. Last night had been extraordinary, she thought. Even though her body told her that last night was not her first experience, she had suddenly become as nervous as if it had been. He had sensed it and gone slowly, exploring her, letting her explore him, until the nervousness subsided and then was replaced by desire and need and urgency.

The intensity of the passion was not the only reason it had been so special. She had learned things about him, things that she had suspected and hoped. He was patient, far more patient than she; he was strong, but he knew when to keep the strength in check and when to use it; and he was seeking a partner, an equal. It was gratifying to know that her instincts about him had been right.

His mouth twitched slightly, and the smile deepened. She looked at him suspiciously. "You're awake, aren't you?"

Dark eyes opened, and the smile became a grin. "Good morning."

"Good morning." Now that he was awake, she felt free to surrender to the temptation she'd been fighting and began to stroke his chest lightly "Sleep well?"

His hand reached, his fingers threaded through her hair. "Very."

She shivered. The things this man could do to her with a simple touch. "Do - do you want some breakfast?"

"Maybe later."

She gave a soft sigh as he pressed a kiss against her neck, and let her head fall back, giving him better access. "Chakotay? That was our first time together, wasn't it?"

He stopped what he was doing and looked into her eyes. She meant more than simply their first time on Gunrath. "I think so," he said slowly. Then he smiled at her, a wicked smile that made her bones melt. "But it's not the last."

Breakfast could wait, she decided.

ACT THREE

Day 20- Voyager

It was well past 0200 when Tom finally made it to his quarters, and he expected to find B'Elanna asleep. Instead, she was sitting on the sofa with the television on but the sound turned off. "Hey," he said, "you should be in bed. You're sleeping for two, remember?"

"Tried," she said, and laid a hand on her belly. "Apparently she's not in the mood."

He sat down beside her and hooked an arm around her shoulders, but she didn't relax. "Uh huh. Something tells me she's not the only one in a mood."

"Don't patronize me."

"I'm not." He moved his arm, though. "I'm trying to find out what's wrong."

"Nothing."

"Right. That's why you're watching Bugs Bunny with no sound."

She frowned. "I don't understand why the duck isn't dead. The hunter keeps shooting him, but all that happens is that his beak gets rearranged. And the rabbit isn't even scorched."

"That's what makes it funny."

"What's so funny about it? Life isn't like that. In real life, if someone shoots, you're dead. Or you're vaporized. People get shot all the time and it isn't funny."

He finally understood, and closed a hand over hers. "I'm worried about them, too."

B'Elanna opened her mouth to argue, but then she let herself relax. Laying her head on Tom's shoulder, she said, "Gilmore is beside herself. I think she really cares about Harry."

"Yeah, I know."

"I gave Chakotay such a hard time about the shuttle. I hope he knows I was joking."

"He does."

"I've got this terrible feeling that we're never going to see them again. I want our daughter to know them. I want our family to be whole."

Tom nuzzled against her hair. "I do, too."

Day 20 - Gunrath

Chakotay set down the stem bolt and wiped the sweat from his forehead. The environmental controls of the fuel pod factory were malfunctioning again, and the place was heating up quickly. He and the three other workers in his unit had stripped down to the waist an hour ago. If the temperature didn't drop soon, production would have to shut down; the liquid fuel stored in the massive tanks was heat-sensitive until injected into the protective pods. In sustained high temperatures, the delicate chemical balance would begin to 'destabilize' - the supervisor's euphemism for 'explode'.

Most of the time, his job was mind-numbingly easy. The injection process was fully automated and generally worked well. Hollow pods, more than two meters tall and wide enough to hold three grown men, rolled up to four huge tanks filled with fuel. Robotic arms opened the three load ports and the infusion rods extended and the pumping began. When the precise amount of fuel was loaded, the rods retracted, the ports closed, and the pods rolled on to Logistics, in the next building.

His role as a technician was quality control, to take random samples and assure the integrity of the fuel and to be on hand for spot repairs if any glitches developed in the system. Glitches developed with some regularity, but usually could be handled in a matter of minutes. In fact, most of the time he was so completely bored that the rising heat was a welcome distraction.

If it weren't for Kathryn and the life they were building outside of work, he would have been despondent. When his mind wandered, it was to her and just thinking about her made him smile. Every day he discovered something new about her, and today he had realized that one of the things that drew him to her was the energy with which she attacked life. She brought the same passion to redesigning the Logistics and Transport process for greater efficiency as she did to her efforts to grow vegetables in a window box.

A red light began to flash. "That's it. We've got to drain the tanks," his supervisor called from the other side of the room. "Everyone over here."

'Everyone' consisted of Chakotay and two fellow technicians, and all three dutifully crossed to where the supervisor waited. The supervisor opened a panel, revealing a manual switch. With a great deal of effort, he twisted it. "Listen up," he said. "With the automated system down, we have to do this manually. I just opened the drains to the catchments below the building. Your job is to monitor the levels in the tanks and tell me when they're empty. We have to close the drains again or any residue that's left here will ignite and travel all the way down. And that, people, would not be good."

He showed them how to open the visual monitors and check the levels. It was the first time Chakotay had actually seen such a large volume of the liquid fuel; it was dark pink and so viscous it was almost a gel, and it drained very slowly.

His tank was almost empty when he thought of something - they had been spot-checking filled pods when the environmental controls went offline, and those were still sitting on the test beds across the room. "What about those pods?"

The supervisor shook his head. "They're sealed, so they should be safe."

The tech to Chakotay's right suddenly turned pale. "Oh, no, I left one open, I think -"

Chakotay realized he was flying through the air before he heard the explosion. At least, that was the way his mind processed it. He was flying, the room was engulfed in a white light, and then there was a thunderclap.

The wall stopped his flight and he was thrown to the floor. He felt a tearing and a burning in his throat, and then in his lungs as well as he breathed smoke. Coughing only increased the pain.

He dragged himself to his knees and looked around. One of the pods on the test beds had exploded, flinging fireballs of gelatinous fuel everywhere. Where was the fire suppression system? Why wasn't it active?

The room was beginning to fill with pinkish-gray smoke. It was getting hard to see. He began crawling toward the door, but his hand came down on another person. He knelt closer. It was the tech who had been on his right. He felt for a pulse, and found none.

There were others in the room, he remembered. He continued crawling, trying to stay below the rising smoke. The other tech was only a meter away, but she was also dead. He found the supervisor only when he heard the man groaning and followed the noise.

"We've got to get out," Chakotay told him. "Can you move?"

"Drain. Close the drain..." the supervisor moaned. "Then hit the emergency vent."

Chakotay understood. If they didn't close the drains, the fire could get into the tanks and travel to the catchments, resulting in an explosion that would probably destroy all the factories. Moving as best he could, he made his way to the panel on the wall and dragged himself upright. A sharp pain made it difficult to breathe, and he thought he must have at least one broken rib. Turning the drain control required more strength than he knew he possessed, but somehow he got it done.

Dropping to his knees, he returned to his supervisor and began to drag him toward the door. The room had never seemed so big before. Finally, he got them both into the corridor, and heard the door shut behind them.

The corridor was flashing with a red light and he heard people shouting. "Here!" he heard someone say.

"Vent," he gasped. They needed to hit the emergency control and vent the oxygen from the room.

"Got it," the voice said, and Chakotay let himself lose consciousness.

*****

"All right, you can go home," Dr. Vela said, "but you have to remain sedentary for at least 48 hours. Your ribs and your lungs need rest to heal completely."

"Thanks," he said, fastening the shirt she had given him. He wasn't up to something that pulled over his head.

"Don't think you're fooling me. I know how stubborn you heroes can be, so I've arranged for a nurse to keep an eye on you." She raised a hand, signaling someone behind him.

"I don't need a nurse," he protested.

"I cook, too," Kathryn said from behind him, and he turned around.

Her skin was so pale it was almost translucent, and she had dark circles under her eyes, as if she had been awake the entire eighteen hours he had been in treatment. He was so struck by her appearance that his fingers fumbled with the fasteners.

"Here," she said, "let me." Moving closer, she moved her fingers quickly over the three remaining strips. Then she bowed her head until her forehead rested lightly against his shoulder.

He closed his arms around her, suddenly aware of the preciousness of life. She must have felt the same way, as she held him as carefully as if he were a gift. "Let's go home," she said.

Day 30 - Voyager

Crippled as she was, Voyager's bridge bustled with as much activity as if she were in orbit. "We are receiving data from the Delta Flyer," Ensign McMinn reported from the Ops station.

Sitting in the command chair and feeling damned uncomfortable in it, Tom Paris nodded. "Begin analyzing in accordance with the parameters from Commander Tuvok. Astrometrics, begin parallel analysis."

"Aye, sir," came the virtually simultaneous response from McMinn to his left and Megan Delaney over the comm system.

There was nothing to do now but sit back and wait. Tom had gained a lot of experience in waiting over the past few weeks, but he still didn't like it. He would have preferred to be on the Delta Flyer with Tuvok and the others, no matter how crowded the smaller ship had become. No, scratch that, he thought, he would be prefer to be on the Flyer with Tuvok sitting right here, on Voyager's bridge.

After correlating all the data from the three investigators, it had become clear that ships from all three worlds - the Vordai, the Grevel-Ash and the Minenne - had been disappearing from the same corridor of space for the past three years. Until now, none of the worlds had admitted it publicly or checked with one another for possible explanations. Even now that they realized they had a common problem, they were too suspicious of one another to let one world or another take the lead in the investigation.

The situation had come to a head when the Flyer reached the last confirmed position of the missing shuttle. Tuvok has suggested that a specialized scan of the area might yield new clues. However, a scan of the nature he proposed was beyond the capacity of the Flyer. Since the Vordai possessed the most sophisticated scanning technology, he requested the assistance of a Vordai ship - which was promptly rejected by the other two representatives.

As the situation threatened to deteriorate from bickering to actual hostility, Tuvok suggested an alternative plan. The Flyer could scan the area and relay information back to Voyager for analysis. As a neutral party, Voyager posed no threat to the security of any of their worlds.

And so, Tom Paris sat and waited while data streamed from the Flyer to Voyager and other people monitored and analyzed it. He hated waiting.

Then McMinn shouted from the Ops station, "I think I've found something."

Tom looked up at the young woman and saw that her face was pink with excitement. "What have you got, Jamie?"

"It's very faint, but I think it's a coherent path of polarized hadron particles."

Tom hit the comm system. "Astrometrics, can you confirm an apparent path of polarized hadron particles?"

"Confirmed, Lieutenant," Megan Delaney replied.

The Delaneys and Icheb had spent the past three days recalibrating the system to detect even subatomic residue from the missing shuttle. It might be paying off, Tom thought, trying to contain his excitement; polarized hadron particles were a by-product of class 2 shuttle engines, and Voyager's shuttles, rebuilt several times, tended to leak more than the norm. "I'm going to Astrometrics," he said rising. "I want a comm link open to Tuvok by the time I get there. "Mr. Ayala, you have the bridge."

He almost ran from the turbolift to the Astrometrics Lab. Everyone working in the Lab was staring at the display. It showed an intermittent trail of particles, enhanced to a glowing red by the computer, that ended abruptly. "Bingo," Tom said softly. Relay this data to the Flyer. Tuvok, stand by to receive our report. I think we've found the trail."

"Very good, Mr. Paris. The report is coming in now," Tuvok's voice came over the comm system.

"It's definitely residue from a ship," Jenny said. "The thing is, there is no way to be certain that it came from our shuttle."

"Excuse me." A different voice came over the comm system. Tom touched a control on the main console and the screen split in two, showing the particle trail on the right and the Delta Flyer on the left. The speaker was the Vordai investigator, a short, slender being of indeterminate gender named Lam. "We may be able to help in that regard. No Vordai ship would leave such a residue. Our engine designs are quite different from yours - there is no dilithium in our systems."

"It could theoretically be Grevel-Ash," said Dasson Vre, the Grevel-Ash investigator, "but we've had no military or commercial traffic in this sector for six weeks. It would have to have been an unauthorized ship." Her tone implied that no self-respecting Grevel-Ash pilot would dare make an unauthorized flight.

"What about the Minenne?" Tuvok turned to Shertra, who was frowning deeply.

"No, it could not be Minenne." He offered no explanation. "Commander Tuvok, the trail ends abruptly. It does not dissipate or scatter, it simply ends. Could your ship have been destroyed?"

The question caused Tom's heart to turn over. Icheb spoke up quickly. "It is extremely unlikely, Investigator Shertra. Had the ship been destroyed, the distribution of the particles would be very different, covering a larger area and dispersed in a more random fashion."

"What caused that abrupt end, then?" Dasson Vre asked.

"The logical hypothesis is that the shuttle's engines went off line at that point," Tuvok said.

"Then where did it go?" Lam, the Vordai, asked. "It didn't just disappear."

"Not without engines," Tom said. "It must have been taken aboard another ship."

Shertra made a small hissing sound. "Can you adjust your scanners to search for traces of orium dihydronase?" The other two investigators looked at him in surprise.

Voyager's crew looked confused. "We have no data on that substance," Tuvok said. "What is it?"

After a glance at his fellow investigators, he said, "It is a by-product of Gunrath'u warp engines. They use an orium-based fuel in their larger ships."

Tom looked at Dasson Vre and Lam. Their faces had gone carefully blank. "You all think the Gunrath'u are behind this, don't you?"

None of them spoke at first, but finally Shertra replied. "The Minenne have lost about a dozen small scout and cargo ships in this sector over the past three years. The presence of my counterparts from Vordai and Grevel-Ash leads me to believe that they can say the same. It is possible that the ships have been singularly unlucky. But the Minenne are not in a position to accuse anyone without proof. If you can locate an orium dihydronase trail, our governments will at least have something to discuss with the Oligarchy."

"Can you give us a molecular diagram of this stuff?" Megan asked. "Maybe we know it by a different name."

"I am not a scientist, and in any event, the Gunrath'u regard the formula for their fuel to be a military secret."

Tom looked at him pointedly. "She didn't ask for the formula. She asked for a molecular diagram."

"I understand," Shertra said, "but even that is considered classified."

Dasson Vre coughed. "I, ah, may be of some assistance with this. Delta Flyer, stand by to receive a transmission."

Twenty minutes later, Icheb said, "Beginning the new analysis."

Almost immediately, a bright yellow trail lit on the display. It originated from the right of the screen, traveled to the end of the shuttle's red path, then turned 90 degrees and ran off the top of the screen.

Tom managed not to whistle. He gestured to Megan to send the data. "We definitely found something, Tuvok."

Tuvok's eyes narrowed slightly as he reviewed the new data, a change that suddenly made him look grim and dangerous. "I believe," he said slowly, "that we now have a viable theory."

Day 36 - Gunrath

Pounding, ringing, shouting. "Kathryn! Let me in, please! Chakotay! Please!"

It was Emanni, sounding hysterical. Kathryn rolled out of bed and ran to the door without even grabbing a robe to cover her nightshirt. The Minenne woman practically collapsed on her, sobbing.

"Emanni, what is it? What happened?" she asked, leading her friend to the main room. Chakotay came out to help ease her on to a chair. "Has something happened to Hrano?"

Emanni lifted her head, her eyes glowing deep orange, and her words tumbled out so quickly it was hard to understand her. "I remember. I remember it all. They lied to us. It's all a lie. It's all a lie."

Kathryn knelt beside the chair. "All right," she said soothingly. "You need to slow down. Take some deep breaths."

"How did you get here?" Chakotay asked. "It's after curfew."

"What?" Emanni turned to him, and looked at him blankly. "Curfew?"

"It's after curfew," he repeated patiently. "How did you get here?"

"I - I ran," she said. The question seemed to be helping her focus. "I had to get away from Hrano. I didn't see any guards." She took a huge gulp of air and then seemed to settle down a little bit. "I remembered everything. At first I thought it was a dream but then I woke up and it all came back to me." She grabbed Kathryn's hand. "I'm not a convict. I'm a pilot for the Minenne Star Navy. Pilot First Class Emanni ad Vienne of the scout ship Seeker. My ship was stopped illegally by a Gunrath'u warship and we were taken prisoner for no reason."

Kathryn swallowed, her throat suddenly dry. "Are you sure? Couldn't it have been a dream?"

"It's my whole life. My parents, my sibs, my schooling... no, it's not a dream." Her face twisted into something like a snarl. "The Oligarchy can't be trusted. We're taught that as children. They had to wipe our memories to get us to work for them."

The door chime sounded again, and kept sounding as if someone were leaning on it.

"If that's Hrano -" Emanni began.

"Did he threaten you?" Chakotay asked.

"No, he didn't say anything, nothing at all. He just ... looked at me."

The chime kept sounding. He stood. "I'll go."

Emanni closed her eyes and looked away, but said nothing.

Kathryn positioned herself on the arm of the chair where Emanni sat, creating a partial shield for the distraught woman. She was feeling stunned by what she had heard, and uncertain what to believe.

Chakotay returned, bringing Hrano with him. Emanni's eyes darkened to red, and with a snarl she suddenly leapt from the chair and attacked her husband, her hand pounding against his chest.

Kathryn moved swiftly, grabbing her friend from behind and tugging her back, while Chakotay tried to pull Hrano away. Hrano, meanwhile, was trying to catch Emanni's hands and stop the assault. When none of them were successful, Kathryn changed tactics; she took hold of Emanni's right arm and forced it up her back, and leveraged her to the side. Chakotay took advantage of the moment to pull Hrano back.

Emanni howled in frustration and struggled against Kathryn's grip. Her fingernails, always pointed, had extended into claws, and her free hand raked bloody trails across Kathryn's arm. Surprised, Kathryn increased the pressure on the arm she held. "Stop it," she said. "Stop it now."

The authority in her own voice surprised her, and apparently surprised Emanni as well, because she stopped struggling and blinked. Her free hand dropped to her side and the claws retracted. For a moment, Emanni's heavy breathing was the only sound in the room.

"Tell them," she finally said. Her eyes had faded to dull orange but her voice was ragged. "Tell them."

Hrano glanced at Chakotay and then at Kathryn before looking evenly at his wife. "It's true.. None of you belong here. You were abducted illegally and brought here."

Once again, the room fell silent. They stood, frozen and unmoving. Kathryn felt preternaturally aware of her surroundings, of Emanni's tensed body, of the anger in Chakotay's eyes, of the sticky trickle of blood on her arm. It was as if time had slowed down to let the ramifications of Hrano's words sank in.

"Why?" Chakotay asked hoarsely, and the moment was over; time snapped back to its normal pace.

"The Oligarchy needed workers." He kept his voice level and his eyes fixed on his wife. "We took more losses in the Minenne War than were disclosed. Then, five years ago, an epidemic killed hundreds in the labor class. If other worlds know we're vulnerable, war will begin again."

Kathryn tightened her grip on Emanni as the claws extended again. "And that gives you the right to make us slaves?"

"No. It doesn't. What we're doing is wrong and I'm ashamed to be part of it."

Emanni made a spitting sound, but no move toward him. The claws retracted again.

"You should go now," Chakotay said.

"Not yet. Please." Hrano turned to him. "I want to explain."

"We've heard enough."

"Let him speak." Kathryn glared at Chakotay, then let Emanni go and glared at her as well. "He's the only one of us who knows the whole truth."

Chakotay looked unhappy but didn't argue; he stepped away from Hrano as if distancing himself from a bad smell. Emanni turned and laid two hands against the wall, bracing herself with her head bowed.

"All right," Kathryn said. "Everyone is calm now. Explain."

Hrano took a deep breath and pressed a hand to his chest. "I was in the military during the Minenne War - every adult Gunrath'u was required to serve in some capacity. I'm not much of a soldier, so they put me in administration. I am very good at administrative details."

"What does that have to do with anything?" Chakotay asked harshly.

"I was so good they made me aide to General Tenglis."

Emanni sucked in her breath, making a hissing noise. "You know Tenglis?"

"Yes." Hrano cocked his head. "How do you think I got permission to marry you? It was completely against regulations. I had to get special permission from an Oligarch. The General finally gave his consent but more or less disowned me. I can't go back to him for anything more."

Kathryn said, "Hrano, get back to the point."

"Oh. Sorry. Anyway, I was Tenglis's aide. When he told me about his idea for rebuilding the labor class, I thought it was for the greater good. The only thing holding this sector together is the perception of Gunrath'u's strength. If the truth were known, the Grevel-Ash and the Vordai would be at each other's throats in an instant. Emanni, you know that's true."

She did not answer him. He turned to appeal to Chakotay.

"I lost my entire family in the last war - my wife, my parents, grandparents, brothers, everyone. And serving with Tenglis, I saw the destruction on both sides. When he told me about it, I thought that keeping the peace was worth the sacrifice of a few hundred lives."

"I doubt they felt the same," Chakotay said quietly.

For the first time, Hrano's face betrayed an emotion as his mouth twisted into a self-mocking smile. "That didn't occur to me then. There weren't that many people involved; they only go after small ships, and only when the need is crucial. It didn't seem to be that much of a sacrifice. Everyone was alive, well-treated, even happy. I told myself that we took people against their will but we gave them a good life."

"A false life." Emanni spoke quietly, but the bitterness carried clearly.

"A new life. They weren't particularly important to me - they had been our enemies only a few years before - and whatever they left behind wasn't real to me - until..." he looked at his wife. "Emanni, I loved you from the first time you smiled at me. Do you remember? It was at the end of the first interview. You'd been so despairing when you walked in and by the time we finished talking, you were smiling. You were the first one who was real to me."

Without looking at him, Emanni said, "But you didn't do anything about it. You just went on lying."

"What was I supposed to do?" he snapped. "I'm not in the military any more, I'm just a low level functionary. If I'd gone through channels they would have removed me - it's in Directive Alpha-6. If I'd gone public, they would have killed the prisoners to protect themselves. All they have to do is turn off the central transmitter and the suppression chips will self-destruct. It's in Directive Alpha-13."

"You could have gone to Tenglis," she said bitterly. "If he was your friend, you could have tried to make him see how wrong this is."

Hrano chuckled bitterly. "I was his aide, not his friend. The General does not listen to former aides and he does not change his mind. He trusted me enough to give me this job in the first place. Once I asked permission to marry you that trust eroded. Vela watches me like a lab rat, and so do half the Directors. If I so much as hint that I sympathize with the prisoners, I'll be transferred or killed."

"Why did you marry me? What were you thinking?" Emanni's voice sounded raw. "Didn't you realize how I would feel if I ever remembered?"

"But I didn't think you would. The memory wipe has only failed once before, and Vela swore it was a fluke, a one-of-a-kind happenstance." He paused, then added, "And I guess I thought - I hoped - you would love me enough to listen to me, and forgive me."

Emanni turned slowly and faced him. Her eyes were tinged with green. "Did you know I have a son? He must think I'm dead."

He paled. "No. I didn't. They don't give me any histories."

Kathryn looked at him closely. He'd kept his hand pressed to his chest and a dark stain was beginning to spread below his palm. Emanni's claws must have inflicted more damage than anyone realized. "You're bleeding," she said.

"It's nothing."

Emanni blinked, and the last of the anger in her vanished. "Oh, sit down and let me see," she said, sounding resigned.

He dropped heavily on to the sofa, sagging backward. As Emanni went to him, Kathryn moved to stand near Chakotay. He was almost rigid with tension and she rubbed his arm gently.

Emanni opened Hrano's jacket, revealing a shredded shirt and bleeding stripes across his chest. "Oh," she murmured. "Look what I did." Then her face crumbled and she started to weep, covering her face with her hands and rocking back and forth.

Hrano touched her shoulder tentatively. With a small cry, she buried her face into his shoulder. His arms closed around her and he nuzzled his cheek against the soft fur of her head. She held herself tightly, not responding to him, but she didn't push him away. "I'm sorry," he whispered. His eyes closed. "I'm so sorry."

*****

The bedroom was dark when Kathryn entered, but she could see that the sheets remained thrown back and the bed was empty. When her eyes adjusted, she saw that Chakotay was standing by the small window, looking out at the night sky. "I can't see the stars," he said without looking away. "It's cloudy, and there's too much light from the factories."

She didn't move. "Come to bed. We have to be up in two hours."

"How's Emanni?"

"Sleeping. This whole thing exhausted her, I think. Hrano went home." She smoothed out the sheets before climbing into the bed and lying down.

"I still can't believe how he lied to us." He turned away from the window but did not come closer. "He helped turn us into slaves and thinks we ought to forgive him."

"No," she said. "He doesn't think we ought to forgive him. He hopes we will. There's a difference."

"How can we? How can Emanni?"

"She loves him. And he loves her. If he can think of a way, he's going to help her get away."

"So he says. It's hard to trust him, after he's lied about everything else."

She sighed. "I know, but I do. If he didn't care about us, he could have called security instead of coming over here. He didn't have to admit anything to us. And he's not reporting Emanni. He said she's the second Minenne whose memory came back; he doesn't know why it happened. He does know that the first one was killed." The pillow was soft and cool against her cheek and she burrowed into it. The question on her mind was surprisingly difficult to voice, and she spoke softly. "If he can get her out, do you want to go with them?"

"Of course I do. Don't you? Our real life is out there, somewhere. This is just a lie." He looked back outside. "I feel like someone else is controlling my thoughts. I hate feeling this way. I want to be in control of my own mind again."

Kathryn closed her eyes, not answering. She was suddenly tired of this conversation and tired generally. She didn't want to think about what her previous life might have been or how they might escape or whether everything in this life was unreal. She wanted to go to sleep and forget about the revelations of the night.

After a moment she felt him slide next to her, and felt his hand brush her arm. "Kathryn? You want to leave, don't you?"

She didn't know what to say. They had a comfortable life together, and in recent weeks, the past had become less and less important to her. But he wouldn't understand that, and she didn't like the idea of being anyone's dupe. "Hrano will help us," she said. "We'll find a way."

His arm slid beneath her and she shifted so that her head pillowed on the crook of his arm. "I wish I could be as certain," he said, stroking her hair with his free hand.

"I think," she said slowly, relaxing in the familiar embrace, "that together, you and I can do just about anything."

ACT FOUR

Day 37 - Delta Flyer

Crewman Tessoni, manning the Tactical station of the Delta Flyer, said, "The Gunrath'u station is hailing, sir."

Tuvok nodded. "Open the channel, Mr. Tessoni. Let's hear their message."

"You have entered the space of the Gunrath Oligarchy. Be advised that from this point forward, any unauthorized use of scanners or weapons will be considered an act of war resulting in immediate attack." Tuvok studied the Gunrath'u officer closely. The humanoid male had ridges on both cheekbones and his forehead and pale blue hair but otherwise looked similar to Alpha quadrant species. He appeared to be studying Tuvok with equal curiosity. "Your ship design is unknown to us. Please identify yourself and state your business."

"This ship is the Delta Flyer, attached to the Federation starship Voyager. I am Lt. Commander Tuvok, in temporary command. Our mission is one of peaceful diplomacy."

"Oh? Does your - Federation? - wish diplomatic recognition?"

"We wish only to make formal first contact; your government is aware of our temporary presence on the Treaty Planet. Also, we are ferrying diplomatic representatives of the Vordai Circle, the Minenne Confederacy and the Grevel-Ash Republic who have urgent business with their respective ambassadors. We request permission to proceed to orbit immediately. We further request that you notify each ambassador of our arrival."

The officer swallowed visibly. "Uhh, stand by, Delta Flyer. I'll need to get clearance for this."

"Please do not delay," Tuvok said. "As I said, the business is urgent."

The screen went dark. From the co-pilot's seat, Neelix said, "You certainly got his attention."

"That was my goal, Mr. Neelix. A coordinated diplomatic overture from each of the worlds of this region is without precedent. It must be taken seriously by the Oligarchs." He touched the comm control on the chair's arm. "Mr. Neelix, please inform our guests that we have made contact and requested immediate access to the planet. They may wish to update their governments on our status. In particular, please ask Inspector Lam to get an update on the expected arrival of the ship carrying our engineering team."

Neelix lowered his voice so that the three investigators and Tessoni would not hear him. "Do you think they're alive?"

"That is what we will learn." Tuvok betrayed neither hope or pessimism, and, knowing that there was nothing more to be said, Neelix went to speak to the three investigators.

Day 38 - Gunrath

Harry took a deep breath and knocked on the door of Vela's office. "Excuse me, Doctor."

Vela's face settled into annoyance as soon as she saw who it was. "What is it?"

"Sorry, ma'am, but I need to check your console. Random security check." He moved as if reaching into his pocket to withdraw his authorization chip, praying that she wouldn't ask to see it. All he had was his grocery list.

Vela waved a hand. "Oh, never mind. I know who you are. At least your timing is good. I have to go check a patient. I'll be back in five minutes and I expect you to be gone by then."

"Yes, ma'am."

"And tell Director Gilba that these spot checks are most annoying. My computers are the most secure on the island." She rose, picked up a datapad and left.

Moving swiftly, Harry quickly logged on to the medical computer and attached the device he'd stolen from the office of the Director of the Communications Assembly plant. It was a sniffer, programmed to raid the databanks of computers for passwords and security codes. Only the Director was authorized to use it, and then only to gain entry to computers when the codes had been changed. Harry had liberated it from the Director's desk.

It began to blink in multi-colored lights, and he quickly interfaced it with the portable datapad he carried. A slow smile spread across his face; true to its name, the sniffer was working its way through the different levels of security on the computer. Then, just to make it look good in case anyone was watching, he went through the motions of a regular security check.

In less than three minutes the sniffer shut down and he disconnected it, shoving it down into his pocket. He packed his equipment and left Vela's office, passing by her unnoticed on his way to the lift.

His next stop was the third floor where he went to Hrano's office. Hrano wasn't there, and he performed the security check under the watchful eye of Hrano's clerk. The woman didn't notice that he left the datapad on Hrano's chair.

Day 40 - Gunrath

The tiny bean pods growing in the window box were still yellow, but Kathryn thought she saw the faintest touch of green beginning to show in them. The grocer had told her not to pick them before they turned green.

Chakotay and Harry looked up as she came in from the balcony. Tiny components were spread over the table and they were working with delicate tools. Harry had a look of disgust on his face. "We're never going to get a decent transmitter finished at this rate. This is like working with stone knives and bearskins."

"It's not that hard," Chakotay said mildly. "Once we know the frequencies and codes, we should finish in a few days. It will be worth it, to know that we don't have to worry about leaving the island as long as we're close enough to this." He picked up a disk, and a small circuit promptly disengaged from it and tumbled to the table.

Harry flashed him a look that clearly said 'I told you so.' "Just three hours in the tech lab at the factory, that's all I need."

They had told Harry the truth only 48 hours earlier but he was already as determined as Chakotay to get off the planet, and his youthful enthusiasm compensated for Kathryn's own ambivalence. "You can ask Hrano when he gets here, but don't count on it. It was dangerous enough to steal those tools and get the frequency for us," she said.

The mention of Hrano set Harry off in another direction. "Do you think he's got our files yet?"

Armed with the pass codes Harry had taken from Vela's computer, Hrano had promised to get copies of the confidential background files on the three of them. It was tricky because the inquiry would take some time, and he had to be certain he would not be interrupted during the process. At the same time, accessing the files at odd hours would have garnered attention. He was trying to squeeze the raid in during regular business hours.

"Perhaps," Kathryn said. "I'll make some sandwiches, that way we can keep working."

She went into the kitchen and was immediately aware that Chakotay had followed her. "What's wrong?" he asked.

"Nothing." Reaching into the bin, she removed a loaf of bread. "Cheese and tomato all right?"

"Why are you doing this?"

She frowned at him. "Because I want to. Aren't you the one who encourages me to cook?"

"Yes, because cooking helps you take your mind off things that are bothering you."

"That," she said in a tight voice, "is ridiculous. I cook because sometimes I like to." Then she brought the knife down on the tomato with so much force that it exploded, spurting juice and seeds over the counter.

He raised his eyebrows but said nothing.

Staring at the mess, she said slowly, "On the other hand, you might have a point." She set the knife down, but didn't turn around. Somehow it was easier to say this if she wasn't looking at him. "I'm not sure I want to know what's in our files. I know it's important to you and Harry, but frankly ..." she took a breath. "It scares me."

"Why?" He stood behind her and wrapped his arms around her. "What is it?"

"I'm afraid," she admitted. "Once we hear what's in those files, everything could change." She took a deep breath, knowing that he wouldn't understand unless she told him everything. The words forced their way past the sudden lump in her throat. "I love you. I don't want to lose you."

It was the first time she had used those words, and he turned her around so she could see his face and see the truth of his words reflected in his eyes. "You aren't going to lose me. I love you, Kathryn. I can't imagine a life in which I didn't love you."

"But what if it turns out we're enemies, or that we're both married to someone else, or one of us has taken a vow of celibacy, or-"

"Or what if it turns out we've been married for twenty years? We have to know who we are."

"You don't understand." The words whipped from her in rush of emotion. "I've told you before, I don't think I'm going to like what I hear. I think I did something that weighed on my soul tremendously. Chakotay, I've been happy here. I don't think I was before."

He pulled her close and held her. "We're together. We're going to stay together, I promise you."

She clung to him, trying to memorize the feel of it, his scent, the sound of his heart against her ear. It was a bold promise to make and whatever his intentions, she knew he might not be able to keep it. If it was all going to change, she wanted to remember this.

The door chime sounded. "That will be Hrano," he said.

She smiled at him. "A conspirator's work is never done."

Harry had opened the door and Hrano and Emanni were in the main room already. Emanni was subdued, but she had been since regaining her memory. Hrano, though, looked troubled.

"Uh oh." Chakotay sat down. "What is it?"

"I got a look at your files this afternoon. I'm sorry, there wasn't much there."

Harry's face fell. "What did they say?"

"You were all taken from the same ship, a small shuttle. You identified yourselves as Captain Kathryn Janeway, Commander Chakotay and Lt. Harry Kim of the Federation starship Voyager." He shrugged. "That's all. I can't find anything about the 'Federation' and the military has been unsuccessful in decrypting the shuttles records. The technology isn't compatible."

Captain Kathryn Janeway of the starship Voyager. She repeated it in her head, turning it over and over. There was no resonance, no recognition. It meant nothing to her. From the disappointment on Harry's face and the lack of reaction in Chakotay, she guessed they were experiencing the same thing. "Well," she said slowly, "at least we have something to go on."

"There's more," Emanni said.

Hrano nodded. "Someone from the office of the Oligarchs accessed your files yesterday. That is extremely unusual, and I don't think it's a good sign."

"Why not?" Chakotay asked.

"The Oligarchs don't like to get involved in the details. The only thing I can think of is that they've received some kind of inquiry about your whereabouts. It must be something that worries them or they wouldn't have bothered looking, and if they're worried -"

"They won't want any incriminating evidence walking around," Chakotay finished dryly.

"I'm afraid you're right. That's how the Oligarchs think. "

"Well," Kathryn said, "it looks like our schedule just accelerated. Harry, you're going to have to finish that transmitter without the tech lab and you have to finish it by tomorrow night. If you have to narrow the broadcast range, do it. We'll find a way to stay close together. Emanni, we need to go over the manifest for the next three days. There's got to be a way to get us up to the shipyard in a group."

She paused and realized that Chakotay was grinning at her. "What?"

"You told me you were bossy," he said. "You were right. You even sound different."

His words brought her up short. "I did, didn't I?" Then she shrugged. "Unless you've got a better idea, I think I was right."

"Yes, ma'am," he said, still grinning.

Day 41- Gunrath, Capital City

The Audience Chamber of the Oligarchs was designed to impress and intimidate. Visitors were kept waiting in a huge rotunda of smooth marble lined with larger-than-life statues of Gunrath'u military Oligarchs of years past. They looked down on the visitors with stern expressions, promising little in the way of compassion. The ceiling was painted in a colorful mural depicting some great battle, which the Gunrath'u evidently won.

Tuvok spent his time waiting looking around, and he was impressed; the artistic value of both statuary and painting was excellent. He was not intimidated. He was, however, becoming irritated. He had beamed down fifteen minutes earlier on the assurance that General Tenglis, the military Oligarch, was available to meet with him. Upon his arrival, though, he had been led to the rotunda and told to have a seat on one of the marble benches.

It was a demonstration of power and authority, Tuvok knew, intended to remind him that General Tenglis was important and Tuvok was not. He decided it was time to demonstrate that his own time was valuable, and he touched his commbadge. "Tuvok to Delta Flyer."

At that instant an aide appeared. "The General will see you now."

"Stand by." Tuvok said nothing to the aide but indicated that he was ready to follow.

He was led to one of the six corridors that led out of the rotunda and escorted into what appeared to be a conference room within a suite of offices. Here too, the walls were marble and decorated with paintings with a military motif. One large frame held a collection of medals and awards.

In a moment, General Tenglis entered. He was younger than Tuvok had expected; his lavender hair was only slightly streaked with white, and was worn long, pulled back severely into a tail. He wore a plain brown uniform, decorated only by gold buttons and gold rank insignia - an eagle-like bird, with its wings spread. Instead of bowing, as Tuvok had been told was Gunrath'u custom, Tenglis merely nodded once and sat down at the conference table. Tuvok did the same.

"I appreciate the way you've handled this, Commander." His voice was deep and stentorian; Tuvok guessed he used it for oration often. "There are many species that would have simply tried to attack us in retaliation for what they suspected. It's a pleasure to encounter a society that reasons as well as fights."

"Our only agenda is to return to our home. We have no desire to make unnecessary enemies." He paused, waiting for the General to speak but when nothing was forthcoming he prompted, "I believe your aide mentioned a record of our shuttle."

"Ah. Yes, my apologies. One of our ships did come across a ship of unfamiliar design a little more than a month ago." He rotated a monitor so that Tuvok could see the picture on display.

He did not have to look closely. It was a class-2 shuttle with Voyager's registration number and the name "Copernicus" beneath it. "It appears to be our missing craft. Is there any word of the crew?"

"The Captain of the Vigilant reported that it was derelict when he spotted it. There was no crew aboard. I'm sorry." The General spoke easily, his voice tinged with sympathy.

Tuvok sat still for a moment, studying the monitor. Finally he said, "Would it be possible to inspect the shuttle?"

Tenglis frowned. "We claimed it as salvage. We had every reason to believe it had been abandoned."

"I do not dispute your good faith. However, you know now that it is Federation property and I am obliged to reclaim it. Further, there may be some clue as to what happened to our missing crewmen. We are a very long way from our home, and once we leave here we will not return. This is our only opportunity."

"Our best scientists have examined the shuttle. I assure you, there is nothing."

"Nevertheless, I am obligated to look and to reclaim our technology." He paused. "I may not initiate the rituals for mourning the dead until we have exhausted every possibility. I feel quite certain the ambassadors of the other worlds will join in my request."

The General's frown deepened. "Very well. It is at the shipyards. I'll arrange for you to have access tomorrow."

Tuvok inclined his head. "That is acceptable. Two engineers from Voyager are arriving later today on a Vordai ship. They will inspect the ship tomorrow, then. And so there is no misunderstanding, we will be taking it with us."

"Take it," Tenglis growled. "It did us no good."

Day 42

Only two minutes remained in the work shift when Hrano, Chakotay and Harry entered the Logistics and Transport Building, Main Loading Dock. Kathryn nodded to them. "The one on the right," she said, and pointed to one of three fuel pods sitting on the conveyor to be loaded on the transport for the spacedock. "We've got ninety seconds."

Harry sprinted toward the pod, but Hrano and Chakotay both hesitated. Emanni looked at her husband. "Go," she said softly.

Kathryn looked at Chakotay. She wanted to touch him, to reassure herself and him that this was going to work, but she didn't dare take the time. All she could do was smile, and nod, and hope.

The three men climbed into the pod. Chakotay had seen to it that it passed through the assembly line unfilled. It was large enough, barely, to hold the three of them, with enough air for three hours. Or so they calculated. Kathryn followed and closed the access panel behind them. They were stuffed together as best they could manage, but it looked uncomfortable. She hoped none of them proved to be claustrophobic.

When the panel was shut, she reached under her tunic, pulling out a large disk on a chain. Punching the center of the disk, she was relieved to see it turn red. Harry never had his three hours in a tech lab, but nonetheless he had managed to build a portable transmitter that emitted the frequency required by the suppression chip. As long as everyone remained within twenty meters of Kathryn and the small, mobile transmitter she wore around her neck, they should be all right. "The transmitter is active. You'd better go."

Emanni was two steps from her console when the door to the Dock opened and Kas-kas'l, the Assistant Director of the Department, walked in. "Hold that shipment, Emanni. The fuel pods go to the Peacekeeper, not the Enforcer. We just got a priority one requisition."

The color drained from Emanni's face. Kathryn silently willed Emanni to remain calm. "You can't do that, Kas. Everything's programmed. We can get more pods to the Peacekeeper in the morning."

"They authorized overtime," he said. "They don't want to wait until morning. You got a problem?"

Emanni looked at Kathryn, her eyes suddenly blue with panic. The transport system was almost entirely automated. The plan called for the pods, and the two containers the women intended to hide in, to be designated for the Enforcer. That meant they would be deposited at the only berth that currently had repair shuttles docked at it, and Hrano had been able to obtain the security code for access. The Peacekeeper was on the other side of shipyard; it might as well be on the other side of the galaxy.

"There's no problem," Kathryn said. She pulled a tool from her belt and aimed at the pod. "You got here just in time. I've changed the code."

"Good," he said, and frowned at Emanni. "You seem awfully anxious to get out of here."

She managed to shrug. "It's been a long day and I have plans."

He made a hrumphing noise, and left. Emanni said, "What do we do? We can't be more than twenty meters from the men - your transmitter won't reach any farther."

"We change the codes so we all go to the same place," Kathryn said. She had changed the codes on all the pods and two cargo containers. "Get in, fast. We're almost out of time."

Emanni hurried over and climbed into the large, barrel-shaped container. "What do we do when we get there?"

"Improvise."

"You're a cool one, aren't you?"

"Apparently," Kathryn said, and closed the lid. Then she climbed into the next one and pulled the lid into place.

*****

Tuvok sat in the same conference room in which he had met with General Tenglis the day before, but the room was much more crowded. The ambassadors of the Grevel-Ash, Vordai and the Minenne sat at the conference table, with Dasson Vre, Lam and Shertra sitting directly behind them. General Tenglis was backed by an officer who was apparently an aide or immediate subordinate and flanked by the Chief Oligarch. Tuvok had brought Neelix along not just for his insights but also to keep the numbers balanced.

"Your accusation is outrageous," Tenglis said calmly. "You have each lost ships. That does not mean that Gunrath is at fault. I suggest you look to the weaknesses in your own fleets."

"We've done that," the Grevel-Ash ambassador replied. "In fact, we've done that for far too long. Thanks to Commander Tuvok, we began looking at other possibilities. And those possibilities point here."

The Chief Oligarch spoke in a rich and sonorous voice. "Possibilities are not worth the threat of war. You have shown us circumstantial evidence that we have explained."

"Then let us scan your planet," Tuvok suggested. "We can quickly rule out the presence of any Humans."

"And learn about our defensive capabilities," Tenglis said with a snort. "Unacceptable."

"Perhaps," the Minenne ambassador said in a voice that was almost a purr, "you would prefer that we learn about your defensive capabilities in another way. We could put them to the test."

Tenglis's mouth twisted into a sneer. "Threats, Ambassador? Have you forgotten what happened the last time the Minenne were foolish enough to attack us."

"Ah, but that time we attacked alone." The Ambassador leaned back. "We would not make that mistake again."

Tuvok spoke quickly, cutting off an angered Tenglis. "Talk of war is precipitous, gentlemen. My engineering team has only just been granted access to our shuttle. They may well discover evidence one way or the other. I suggest we refrain from threats, veiled or otherwise, until we receive their report."

"Wisely spoken, Commander," the Chief Oligarch said.

"We shall wait," the Grevel-Ash ambassador said, "but not for long. We will have an answer or there will be consequences." She looked directly at the Chief Oligarch. "Even now, a combined fleet of our three worlds is gathering at the Minenne-Grevel border. If they do not receive a satisfactory report from us by the end of the day, they have orders to attack."

Neelix started, and Tuvok pulled back a little. "I was unaware of this."

"Cooperation," said the Vordai ambassador. "Once you showed us we could work together, we realized our combined forces are a power to be reckoned with."

*****

Joe Carey stepped through airlock that connected the Gunrath shipyard to the docking hatch of the Copernicus and heard the voice of his superior echoing in his mind. "Be careful, Joe," B'Elanna had said to him as he left the ship. Too advanced in her pregnancy to come herself, she had selected him to go in her place with Vorik. "I've got an odd feeling about this. Just stay on your toes, okay?"

Now, looking out the clear viewport of the airlock, he saw that she had been right. The Gunrath'u had placed the shuttle at the berth next to a battleship. Having that much power only fifteen meters away was intimidating - as, he realized, it was intended to be. The Gunrath'u were making a statement of some kind, but if it was anything more than 'don't mess with us,' he wasn't sure what it might be.

Then he stepped through the docking hatch into the Copernicus and stopped abruptly. The shuttle had been grievously mistreated; panels wrenched from their hinges were strewn across the floor, conduits were exposed, and event the seats had been slashed so that cushion stuffing was spilling out.

Behind him, Ensign Vorik stopped short. "The Gunrath'u have an interesting salvage technique."

"Salvage my Aunt Fanny. They were trying to steal our technology. Look at your tricorder - they tried to remove the warp core manually."

Vorik looked at the reading and frowned. "It appears they tried to phaser the locking mechanism."

"They're lucky they didn't blow up the whole shipyard." Joe moved forward, to the pilot's seat. "They went after the computer, too, but the logs are still intact." He sat down and ran his hands over the controls. "The last entry is by Commander Chakotay. They'd just been contacted by a Gunrath'u ship. There's no mention of an evacuation or of an attack." Moving quickly, he copied the log into his tricorder. "I'm going to check the technical data records next. See if the engines are operational."

"If they weren't attacked and didn't evacuate-"

"You've got it. If they weren't attacked and didn't evacuate, they were probably taken prisoner." Joe didn't add aloud, 'and perhaps executed.' He didn't have to; he knew that Vorik understood the possibility as well as he.

*****

Kathryn reminded herself that at this stage of the plan, everything should go smoothly. The transport system from the factories to the shipyard was completely automated. Pods and containers were scanned for destination code and routed to robotic cargo ship and delivered to the intended warehouse dock. When it worked properly, it was efficient and timely, with deliveries taking less than two hours.

But when it didn't work properly, when a conveyor stuck or the scanner misread the codes, it could take hours to straighten out the mess.

Cramped into the cargo container intended to hold comm system components, Kathryn began to wonder if something had gone wrong. It was hard to tell if the container was still moving. She had a timepiece but couldn't move to see it. It felt as if she had been curled up in the same position for at least a day and the container seemed to be shrinking.

She had to laugh at herself. Only a while ago, she had been afraid that one of the men might be claustrophobic and it turned out she was the one with a touch of it.

Then she felt a jerk and realized it was from inertia. The container had finally stopped. She tried to raise her arms to lift the lid, but they refused to cooperate. Her muscles were completely frozen.

Finally she heard the release knob twist and someone pulled the lid off for her. As light streamed in, she raised her eyes - her neck didn't want to move, either - and saw Chakotay looking down. "Don't just stand there," she said. "Get me out."

Grinning with relief, he took hold of her by the arms and hauled her up. Muscles screamed in protest at being made to stretch again. "Rough trip?" he asked, rubbing her upper arms briskly.

"I've had better." She saw Emanni emerge from her container with ease. The Minenne must have taffy instead of muscle, Kathryn thought sourly. "We had a glitch."

"What?"

She explained briefly about the last second re-routing. "So we are on the opposite side of the shipyard."

Hrano came over, looking pale. "We'll never make it. Our only chance to get into one of the repair shuttles is if we snatch it while the second shift is still in briefing. It's only a five minute window, and it happens in twenty minutes. It will take us at least half an hour to get across the station."

Kathryn and Emanni both had a general idea of the layout of the shipyard. It was actually a disk-shaped space station, divided into thirty-two section. The sections were accessed through a turbolift in the center, which simply rotated to each area on a timed basis, every two minutes, taking just over an hour for one complete rotation. They had to go from section 7 to section 29, so Hrano's estimate was optimistic. There were no shafts or tubes to provide alternate access.

Chakotay looked around the warehouse, and Kathryn said, "There aren't any hidden staircases. Trust me."

His eyes locked on something and he smiled with satisfaction. "Not hidden. But there are guide ladders out there."

"EVA?" She followed his gaze. There was a storage area filled with Extra-Vehicular Activity suits.

Hrano looked unhappy. "You want us to go outside? Into space? But I've never done that."

"First time for everything, my friend," Chakotay said. "Come on."

*****

"The impulse engines are functional," Vorik reported. "However, the main plasma conduit is missing."

Joe turned around and stared at him. "The plasma conduit? Why in the name of St. Patrick