by Rocky
Prologue
A hot dry wind blew, stirring the red sands. Tuvok was aware of
the fine stinging particles against his skin, but felt no discomfort.
His nostrils flared, catching the scent of predator carried on
the wind. In the hollow under some rocks, the glitter of eyes
told him he was being observed.
He knelt down, carefully arranging the folds of his meditation
robe about him. Slowly, methodically, his breathing and heart
rate dropped to an almost imperceptible level as his mind reached
out beyond the walls of the holodeck, through space and time to
the plains of Vulcan. A sense of calm pervaded his being, calm
that had evaded him in his own quarters. Never hurrying, he began
the mental exercises that gradually took him through the various
meditative levels. He could see the inner flame, shining like
a beacon. He sought to grasp it--
And instantly the other images, the ones he'd been struggling
to hold at bay, intervened.
A jumbled montage of scenes, each lingering for only an instant.
The stark, dimly lit corridors of a Borg cube. His own hand covered
with silvery Borg implants. The sound of his voice stating Voyager's
shield frequencies, followed by the Queen's satisfied, "Thank
you, Tuvok." Captain Janeway, in the grasp of Gul Datik,
disappearing in a transporter beam. A desperate fire fight in
the ship's corridors against advancing Hirogen hunters. An unknown
assailant stalking Voyager's crew, striking only at the former
Maquis. The realization that the culprit who'd stolen the Doctor's
program was long gone. Ensign Kim's voice yelling, "They've
accessed our primary systems!" Crewmembers being beamed off
the ship by hostile forces. The image of an unconscious and tortured
Captain Janeway on a bed in Sickbay, with the knowledge that he
was the one responsible for putting her there.
Tuvok's eyes opened with a jerk. He was sweating profusely, his
heart pounding wildly in his side. His voice hoarse, he croaked,
"Computer, end program."
The red sands vanished instantly. For several moments, Tuvok lay
upon the bare metal floor, staring with unseeing eyes at the dull
yellow and gray grid that covered the walls. Only when he was
sure his features were once more schooled into his habitual emotionless
expression, did he rise and leave the holodeck.
Act I
"Lieutenant!" Tuvok barked.
Ayala lifted his head, exhaustion evident in every line of his
body. "Yes, sir?"
"Your team took an excessive 6.2 seconds to gain entry to
the transporter room. In that time, the marauders had more than
sufficient time to bring an additional number of attackers on
board, as well as begin beaming our crew to the planet below."
"I'm sorry, Commander, but we were unable to get past the
lockout and had to access the door manually--"
"No excuses, Lieutenant," the security chief said coldly.
"Had this been an actual occurrence instead of a drill, that
delay would seriously jeopardize the welfare of the entire ship.
Every second is precious under these circumstances." Tuvok
turned abruptly to the next member of the team. "Mr. Rollins,
your performance was inadequate as well. Not only did the attackers
easily subdue the members of your unit, but you neglected to modify
the consoles to prevent access to the primary systems, including
life support."
Dalby, who had been slumped against the wall with some of the
others, hastily straightened up as the Vulcan's gaze swept over
him. The former Maquis bore his castigation stoically, but then
muttered under his breath, "Geez, who died and made *him*
captain?" Ayala's snort of laughter was cut short when Tuvok
stiffened.
With his superior hearing, Tuvok had easily heard the remark and
knew with certainty that had been Dalby's intention. Considering
his poor performance in the drill, the man's attitude was bordering
on insubordination. As the commander opened his mouth to respond,
he thought back to when he had approached Captain Janeway for
permission to implement this enhanced training program, along
with other new security protocols.
To his surprise, a grin briefly tugged at the corners of the captain's
mouth. Tuvok's own lips tightened. "I fail to see what is
humorous about the topic of security breaches, Captain, particularly
in light of the serious consequences of our most recent incidents.
Threats to the welfare of this vessel, let alone its continued
existence, are hardly laughing matters."
"I'm sorry, Tuvok," Janeway said contritely, getting
up from behind her desk and walking over to where he stood stiffly
at attention. "It's just this isn't the first time you've
lectured me about inadequate attention to tactical and security
matters."
"I have not brought this topic up previously--"
"I didn't mean on board Voyager. I was referring to when
we first met, thirteen years ago. Remember?" Janeway shook
her head in bemusement. "I was a brevet captain undergoing
an official review of my first command mission. You were the tactical
review officer who found no less than 43 violations of proper
operating procedure on my part--all instances where I'd failed
to hold the specified number of battle readiness drills or reviews
of the weapons systems."
Tuvok nodded. "Indeed. I never understood why you were so
remiss, particularly as our later acquaintance revealed your careful
attention to detail in other areas relating to command directives
and protocol."
"We were just a small research vessel, Tuvok, not a battle
cruiser," the captain began. "There was scarcely a need
for such--" She obviously decided it was fruitless to pursue
that line of argument. "At any rate, the board of review
found that your complaints had merit, and decided you would be
a good choice to keep me on the straight and narrow." Janeway
smiled. "And I've been saddled with you ever since."
"I apologize for any inconvenience."
"Don't be silly," she admonished, laying her hand gently
on his arm. "I don't know what I would have done without
you all these years." She glanced once more at the PADD he'd
handed her, and a note of concern entered her voice. "In
all seriousness, Tuvok, what's the real reason for revamping our
security procedures? I'm not saying it's not a good idea, but
why the sudden rush to implement this new set of protocols?"
"As head of security, as well as chief tactical officer,
it is my job to deal with any threats to the vessel," he
said. "There have been far too many of them, particularly
in the past few months. In hindsight, a number of crises could
have been prevented, or at least had their effects mitigated,
if the proper measures had been taken. Obviously, the protocols
currently in existence are inadequate."
She caught his unspoken implication at once. "You are not
personally to blame for any breakdowns in our security."
"It was I who implemented the security protocols," Tuvok
pointed out.
"At my order."
"Nonetheless, I am responsible for their execution."
He met her gaze squarely. "As I was also responsible for..
." For some reason, he couldn't bring himself to mention
her abduction by the Cardassians. "The various times the
ship was taken over by hostile aliens," he finished.
"Tuvok," she said firmly. "You were *not* to blame.
In either of your official capacities." The captain sighed.
"More remarkable than the fact that we were boarded or otherwise
overpowered so many times is that it didn't occur more frequently.
Or with more devastating results."
"The results were sufficiently devastating," he noted.
The captain gave him a look. "At no time did I indicate that
I was unhappy with your efforts."
"Perhaps you should have. In addition, the number of times
key systems have been compromised, or unauthorized personnel gained
access to sensitive areas or equipment, could rightly be viewed
as unacceptable."
"Well, I can't argue with you there." An edge crept
into Janeway's voice. "However, I'm not blaming you for these
lapses, Commander, and you shouldn't either."
Unbidden, the picture rose once more of what had happened when
Janeway had agreed to meet with the leader of the crippled Cardassian
vessel. Tuvok and another security officer had been present in
the transporter room when Gul Datik beamed over. But despite his
perceived readiness for trickery, the Cardassian had outsmarted
him. Outsmarted them all. They had very nearly lost the captain
permanently due to his carelessness, his failure to fully prepare
for duplicitous behavior. Such an occurrence was unacceptable
and could not be permitted to happen again. It would not happen
again.
He didn't know how much the captain guessed, but at length, she
nodded. "Very well, Tuvok. Go ahead with your security protocols,
as well as scheduling some ship-wide battle drills. I'll go over
these new tactical subroutines you've submitted. Dismissed."
With renewed determination, Tuvok surveyed the weary security
officers standing in front of him and announced, "We will
take a short break, and then reconvene on the holodeck at 1500.
There is another series of drills with which I want you to familiarize
yourselves."
Tom Paris threaded his way through
the Mess Hall, balancing a tray and a cup of coffee, heading toward
the table in the far corner. He snagged a chair with his foot
and sat down. "Sorry I'm late."
Torres glanced over at him. "I was beginning to wonder, Tom.
I thought you were just doing some routine maintenance on the
Delta Flyer. What took so long?"
"Is the directional control still acting up?" Kim asked.
"No, no, nothing like that," Paris waved their concerns
away. "Everything's fine. In fact, I finished the work on
the Flyer early, and decided to get a head start on some of the
other shuttle overhauls. But remember the announcement a few days
ago that 'new security protocols' would be going into effect?"
"Yeah, what about them?" said Torres. She leaned over
and helped herself to some of his dessert.
"I couldn't access any external systems from the console
in the shuttlebay," Paris said, batting her hand away. "Couldn't
even manually open the doors of the bay to test the sealant and
force field grids. The computer kept telling me those functions
could only be accessed from Engineering or the Bridge."
Kim nodded. "That sounds like what happened to me. I was
in Astrometrics earlier, and had to call Engineering and ask B'Elanna
to divert more power to the sensor relays."
"I was wondering why you did that," Torres said absently,
her attention focused on her husband's tray. Paris sighed and
relinquished the slice of afarsek pie. "Not that I minded,
but I couldn't understand why you didn't simply do it yourself."
"The computer informed me that power diversions from one
system to another was a high level function and could only be
implemented from a secure console," said Kim.
Paris smiled humorlessly. "Welcome to the new regime, folks.
Our chief of security has decided that multiple access to certain
ship's functions should be restricted in the name of safety."
"Are you sure?" asked Torres.
"Got it straight from the horse's mouth."
Kim shook his head impatiently at yet another of Paris' twentieth
century metaphors. "What horse? You mean you asked Tuvok
about this?"
"Didn't need to. I got all I wanted to know, and then some,
from listening to the Doctor grumble about being unable to practice
implementing his 'Emergency Command Code' functions from Sickbay.
Instead, he's got to settle for a simulation on the holodeck,
which means giving up some of his precious tee time."
Torres smiled. "He could always ask permission to practice
on the Bridge itself."
"Give you some competition for being in charge during the
Gamma shift, Harry," Paris added meaningfully.
"Oh no--I'm not ready to give that up," Kim said with
a mock frown. "And don't say it, Tom--that is *not* the closest
I'll ever get to the command chair. I'm not going to stay an ensign
forever."
"You just keep telling that to yourself, Harry," said
Torres, patting his arm sympathetically.
They ate in silence for a few moments. Paris grimaced and pushed
away his half-finished plate of leola root stew. "I agree
that we could use some improvement in our basic security protocols--there
have been too many close shaves recently--but I do think Tuvok
is carrying this crusade of his a little too far."
Torres said, "You're not the only one, come to think of it--you
should hear Ayala. Tuvok's been running him and the rest of the
security teams ragged. And Dalby says it's even worse than the
time Tuvok put him and Chell through 'remedial training.'"
"With all the increased security measures," Paris said,
dropping his voice to a conspiratorial whisper, "I wonder
what's next--keeping the leola root under lock and key?"
"Sure," said Kim, with a straight face. "I think
it could be justifiably classified as either a controlled substance--or
a weapon!"
"Hey, why not go one further and post a guard in the kitchen?,"
suggested Torres, her eyes dancing. "Neelix would probably
welcome any measures which would put an end to unauthorized midnight
snacking."
Their laughter was cut short when they became aware of Tuvok standing
next to their table, his expression more severe than usual. "Lieutenants
Paris and Torres, Ensign Kim. Such frivolity regarding the implementation
of security measures is highly improper." His gaze fell on
each of them in turn. Kim looked uncomfortable. "Access to
the majority of the ship's systems must be restricted to one or
two secure areas in order to minimize the possibility of tampering
by unauthorized personnel. Any inconvenience you suffer is a small
price to pay if it improves the safety of this ship and crew."
"It's not just a question of convenience, Tuvok," Paris
began reasonably.
But Tuvok wasn't finished. "And may I remind you," he
said, his voice sharp. "That whether you care for it or not,
eternal vigilance is necessary to ensure our continued survival."
He stalked away without waiting for any further response.
They watched him go. "Whew!" said Paris, "Who shoved
a stick up his--"
"Tom!" protested Torres.
"Sorry." Paris subsided for a moment, but then added
defensively, "Haven't you noticed that lately Tuvok has been
acting more....Vulcan than usual?"
"Is that possible?" asked Torres, crumpling up her napkin.
"Search me," answered Paris. "If I didn't know
any better, I'd almost think he was going through..." His
voice trailed off lamely, as he wasn't about to betray Tuvok's
confidence and mention his recent pon farr. Instead, Paris said,
"Maybe it's the post-assimilation blues still affecting him."
B'Elanna nodded immediately, and her face clouded over. "Kahless
knows, it took a long time for me to get over the experience and
I had a much better support system." She squeezed Tom's hand.
"It makes me wonder, who does Tuvok have to turn to?"
Her husband smiled at her. "I don't know, Be. Tuvok is a
Vulcan, and Vulcans don't believe in support systems like humans
do. He's probably better off working out whatever is bugging him
on his own." Paris sighed. "I just wish he wasn't taking
it out on the rest of the crew."
Kim shook his head. "It could also be Tuvok is just working
too hard and needs to unwind." A thoughtful expression passed
over his face. "Maybe he could use a little help."
Act 2
Janeway rose and went to the replicator. "Would you like
a refill?" she called over her shoulder.
"No, thanks," Chakotay replied. "I've had my quota
for the day."
"There's no such thing as a quota for coffee," she admonished,
taking a sip of her own replenished mug. She wondered in passing
if he knew just what number cup she was up to.
Chakotay smiled, and stretched to relieve the crick in his neck.
"There is if you're out of replicator rations."
"Isn't that what friends are for?" she asked, smiling
in return as she sat down next to him on the couch.
"Friendship has nothing to do with it," he corrected
her. "If it's a choice between giving up the rations, or
dealing with you when you're deprived of your caffeine fix, well,
let's just say it's not a tough decision to make."
"I suppose I should be grateful you put up with me,"
she said.
"Definitely." Janeway shot him a questioning glance,
not entirely sure he was joking.
She hurriedly picked up another PADD. "I think we're just
about finished here. Just one more report and we can get back
to the Bridge."
Chakotay nodded, and unsuccessfully stifled a yawn. "It's
about time. We've been holed up in the Ready Room for nearly the
entire shift."
"Getting tired of my company, Commander?" she asked
innocently, taking another sip of coffee.
"Never, Captain," he said immediately, flashing her
a grin.
"So what do we have left?"
His grin faded. "Security."
She looked up at the change in his voice. "Is there a problem?"
Chakotay exhaled slowly. "Frankly, there isn't one now, but
if something isn't done soon, we may very well have a mutiny on
our hands." At her expression, he quickly amended, "In
a manner of speaking. What I mean is that the crew is starting
to lose patience with these new regulations that Tuvok's instituted.
The simplest procedures are now needlessly complicated because
of the limited access to various systems."
He paused, as if expecting her to comment, but when she made no
move to do so, he went on. "Then there are the simulated
red alerts and battle drills. I don't think there's a single person
who's had an uninterrupted sleeping period for the past week.
We're passing through a relatively quiet region of space, but
you wouldn't know it from all these disruptions. And now Tuvok
wants to institute hand-to-hand combat training for all crewmembers,
as well as have the entire ship undergo recertification in the
use of sidearms."
Janeway was silent for a long moment, then sighed. "Let him
go ahead and do this, Chakotay. I know the crew is grumbling,
but...it certainly can't hurt and if it has the added plus of
improving ship's defenses, all well and good. "
"Security on this vessel for the past six years hasn't exactly
been lax--Starfleet protocols have been carried out to the letter."
"Protocols that were written in the Alpha Quadrant,"
she pointed out. "As we both know, things don't always look
the same out here. Tuvok obviously feels we need to make up the
difference."
Chakotay gave her a penetrating glance. "If I didn't know
any better, I'd say he's acting out of a sense of guilt."
Janeway rubbed the bridge of her nose, feeling a headache coming
on. "One of the more common fallacies is to assume that Vulcans
don't have emotions," she said. "They do--they just
keep them very tightly under control most of the time."
"Well, this is one Vulcan whose control is slipping. Ever
since the Cardassian incident, he's been acting like a man possessed."
"That's one interpretation," she said quietly.
"You're right. One could say this started even earlier--after
we recovered the three of you from the Borg." Chakotay leaned
forward, and caught her gaze in his own. "I think you agree
with me, Kathryn. Whether he'll admit it or not, Tuvok feels he
has personally slipped up--so he's trying to exonerate himself."
Janeway looked away, focused on the PADD in her hand. "Does
it really matter what his motives are?" she countered. "We
*have* often escaped disaster by a hair's breadth and we can't
expect our luck to hold forever. These changes may very well be
essential for our continued survival."
"But to go to such extremes--"
"Everyone has a burden of guilt to carry around, Chakotay."
Janeway walked over to the viewport, looked out at the endless
stars. "There's nothing that comes to *your* mind, late at
night, when you're lying in bed unable to sleep?"
It was Chakotay's turn to hesitate. "I see your point."
He sighed. "So you're signing off on this?"
She nodded and did exactly that. Placing it on her desk, she said,
"Come on, Chakotay, it's time to go back to minding the store."
He got to his feet as well. "Can I ask you something before
we leave, Captain?"
She nodded once more, warily. "Yes?"
"What's the *most* common fallacy about Vulcans?"
Janeway gave him a wintry smile. "That Vulcans are incapable
of lying. To themselves or to others."
First Interlude
In the dark reaches of space, a small scoutship moved silently
among the interstellar dust. It was running in 'gray mode'--no
excessive energy expenditures. That, together with the special
material coating its hull, rendered it nearly invisible to any
inquisitive eyes. Of course, it could still be detected by other
means--if anyone should think to look for it, or adjust their
instruments accordingly.
The ship gave no cause for anyone to do so.
It glided along, to all appearances just another bit of space
flotsam , except that the intelligence aboard was fully aware
of everything that moved within the boundaries of its patrol area.
As it was aware of the sleek Federation vessel which had recently
entered its space.
Maintaining a distance of 10,000 kilometers, the scoutship shadowed
the intruder. It made no aggressive moves; its job was simply
to observe.
If anything further were required, there were others for those
tasks.
Act 3
When the door signal chimed a second time, Tuvok rose and went
to the door. His face gave no sign of any annoyance he may have
felt at the interruption. Nor did he register any when he saw
who his visitor was.
"Good evening, Mr. Vulcan!" Neelix said cheerfully,
stepping around Tuvok and into the room. He held out his hands
in front of him. "See--no plomeek soup," he said, referring
to the time he'd actually brought some to the tactical station
on the Bridge, assuming Tuvok was suffering from the 'flu.
"That is well," Tuvok answered gravely, "As I have
already eaten."
"That's a good one!" the Talaxian laughed. "And
they say Vulcans don't have a sense of humor."
"We do not." Tuvok bent to extinguish the fire pot on
the table.
Neelix's eyes followed the movement. "I hope I'm not interrupting
anything."
"I was attempting to meditate." Tuvok straightened up
once more. "What can I do for you, Mr. Neelix?"
"I was wondering if you had some time to talk?"
Tuvok stiffened. "I am not in need of your services as morale
officer."
"I didn't say I was here in an official capacity," Neelix
said quickly. "I'm here as a friend."
It was on the tip of Tuvok's tongue to order the other man away,
to insist that he had nothing to discuss with him. But he couldn't.
Though he would never acknowledge it out loud, Neelix knew him,
down to his very core, the way few other people did. It was largely
due to the time a transporter accident had caused them to be melded
into a single entity known as Tuvix. Though they hadn't been aware
as individuals during that period, nonetheless they had each gotten
a glimpse at the other's soul, so to speak, forged a subliminal
bond which had persisted even after they'd been separated.
Tuvok gazed at the Talaxian in his garish clothing, his entire
exuberant manner the antithesis of everything Vulcan. Nowhere
could one possibly find two people more different than each other,
and yet, there was an affinity between them. He remembered once
again how, when he lost his memory and his capacity for logic,
it was Neelix who stuck by him, Neelix who attempted to help him
regain his old life, and when that proved to be unsuccessful,
was quietly supportive of his efforts to create a new one. Beneath
the man's annoying exterior, there was a kind and caring individual.
Tuvok strove to remember that now and bit back his almost instinctive
response.
"Thank you, but I have no need for a friend at the moment,"
he said.
Neelix smiled gently. "That's fine, but *I* do."
"You are in need of counsel?" Tuvok asked. Perhaps he
had mistaken Neelix's motives.
"In a manner of speaking, yes," Neelix answered. "May
I sit down?"
"Please." Tuvok indicated a chair and ordered the cabin
lights up to normal levels.
"Thank you." Neelix sat down and sighed. "Ah. I
spend so much of the day standing, yet my feet only hurt when
I sit down." Tuvok wondered, with a hint of alarm, if his
visitor were about to slip off his boots, but thankfully Neelix
made no move to do so.
"How may I be of assistance?"
"Oh, there are a number of little things that are nagging
at me. Each by itself is minor, relatively speaking, but taken
together--although I wonder if I'm making more of them than I
should."
"What are these minor concerns of yours?"
Neelix sighed once more. "The other day, in the Mess Hall,
I couldn't help but overhear some of the crew talking. You'd think
that after all these years I'd have gotten used to comments about
my cooking, would be able to smile at the latest leola root jokes,
but still...I don't think anyone quite realizes how much work
goes into preparing meals for 150 people on a daily basis. Even
taking into account those who use replicator rations, or eat on
the holodeck, it's still a tremendous amount of work. It's also
a round the clock job, what with different crew working different
shifts and wanting meals at different times."
Tuvok nodded in what he hoped was a non-committal fashion. He
had witnessed just the sort of thing Neelix was talking about.
"You are feeling unappreciated. Go on."
"And then there's Naomi."
"Is there a problem with Miss Wildman?"
"No, Naomi's a wonderful child, as always." Neelix stopped
and furrowed his brow. "But that's just it--she's growing
up and in many ways isn't a little girl anymore. She's spending
more and more of her time with Icheb, at her studies--it's been
ages since she sat and helped me bake cookies or pestered me to
tell her stories."
"Children do eventually grow up," Tuvok pointed out.
"As a parent, I am aware that it is often not easy to observe
the process. However, it is preferable to having them remain dependent
for the rest of their lives."
"Yes," Neelix said. "But compared to a Talaxian,
or a Human, she's growing up much faster than normal, thanks to
her Ktaarian genes." He gave a small laugh. "I know,
whatever I'm going through, Samantha's probably feeling multiplied
by a hundred." His voice dropped to a much lower level. "But
she's Naomi's real parent, not just a substitute."
Tuvok raised an eyebrow. "From the beginning, you have fulfilled
many of the functions of a parent where Naomi is concerned. Do
you think she considers you any less important in her life because
you are not her biological father?"
"No..." Neelix hesitated. "But that brings up another
point--Naomi has a 'real' father, and thanks to the monthly Starfleet
data stream, she's already exchanged letters with him. Their communication
will only increase as we get closer and closer to the Alpha Quadrant--"
Tuvok realized that this was the crux of Neelix's concerns. He
was afraid of being supplanted, of being passed over and deemed
irrelevant. Not just by Naomi Wildman, but perhaps by the crew
as a whole. He suppressed a sigh. To some extent, Neelix had gone
through just such a set of worries twice before--when Voyager
had reached the Nekrit expanse three years into their journey
and the Talaxian was no longer familiar with the region of space,
as well as after his experience with death the following year.
Tuvok had thought such fears had been laid to rest long ago. He
opened his mouth to say just that, but shadowy memories of Tuvix
stirred within his mind. He saw with sudden clarity a man out
of his element, desperately trying to find his place, to prove
that he was worthy. Feelings that were somehow familiar.
"I regret that you are experiencing such fears, Neelix,"
Tuvok answered. "I do not really know what to tell you, except
that despite their apparent disregard, the crew does appreciate
everything that you do for them. Indeed, you would be sorely missed
if something were to cause you to cease your services. In several
capacities. As far as Naomi is concerned, based on my own observation
I can assure you that she is indeed fond of you, and her affection
should not be lessened as she grows up or gets to know her own
father." He paused, and then brought up a point that Neelix
had not mentioned, but was a logical outcome of the other concerns
he had expressed. "Regarding our arrival in the Alpha Quadrant,
barring unforeseen circumstances, the journey is still projected
to last another two decades, possibly more. It is futile to worry
now about an event that may not occur for some time."
Neelix gave him a grateful look. "Thank you, Tuvok. I know
all that, but sometimes it's helpful to hear it from another party.
I guess I'm just feeling 'boxed in' by circumstances."
"Indeed." Tuvok was silent for a few moments, reflecting
on Neelix's last statement.
Neelix's glance fell on the fire pot. "Of course, I know
that if it were you, you'd probably react much differently. With
your capacity for logic and reason, you'd be able to see the situation
more clearly and respond appropriately."
"I may have a similar issue," Tuvok admitted finally,
not meeting the other man's gaze. "But it is not based in
logic. As a result, I don't know if I will be successful in finding
a solution."
"I'm sure you'll come up with something," Neelix said
reassuringly. "As far as it being challenging--you've always
proved adept at 'thinking out of the box.'" He rose to his
feet. "Well, I really should be going--I've taken up enough
of your time as it is. Thank you for all of your help, Tuvok."
"You are welcome, Neelix." As the door closed behind
him, Tuvok added, "And thank you."
The chief engineer frowned in concentration as the computer displayed
the new schematics. Tuvok had obviously expended a great deal
of time and effort on this proposal. The concept was simple enough--'fail-safe'
forcefields that automatically activated at key junctions of the
ship, sealing off vital areas as soon as any unauthorized transport
or boarding was detected--but the implementation would be a lot
more complicated than suggested. As was the case with many of
Tuvok's other engineering ideas, including those concerning improving
the shields and weapons. Still, the concepts were intriguing...
The security chief was speaking once more, and Torres forced herself
to look away from the diagrams and pay attention.
"I am concerned at the 0.5% variance in the shield integrity
we experience whenever we fire aft torpedoes. Such occasions usually
occur when the ship is surrounded, and therefore the chances are
high than two or more enemy vessels may act in tandem, focusing
their fire on any perceived weakness in our shields. If you examine
the pattern of hull breaches we've sustained in recent battles,
you will note that over 60% of them have occurred in just such
a manner."
"I see," Torres replied, wondering if he were finished
yet.
"I have also noted on more than one occasion that we experience
a small power drain when we go to warp from a stationary position.
There is an even larger drain when this occurs within 2000 kilometers
of a planetary mass."
"How much of a drain?" she asked, concerned.
"One point five percent, for the first. One point nine seven
for the second."
Torres exhaled in relief. "That's it? Those are well within
acceptable limits," she said.
"With all due respect, Lieutenant, I beg to differ."
"Oh, really?" Torres hastily bit back a response, reminding
herself that she was speaking to a superior officer. Even one
who came barging into her office, full of ideas that he insisted
she investigate and implement immediately. "Look, Tuvok,
I appreciate your concerns, but some things can't be helped."
"Why is that? It is my understanding that you are continually
trying to raise the efficiency of the warp engines."
"Yes, but there are certain limits imposed from the outset,
due to the nature of the bioneural gel packs." She hastily
added, "No system is perfect; all have their flaws and you're
right, the key to good engineering, the challenge, is to work
around them--but still within the limitations imposed by the laws
of physics."
"I see." Tuvok fell silent for a moment. "I know
that in the past you have been outspoken as far as the gel packs
are concerned and have considered developing substitutes, or at
least redundant systems for certain areas of the ship."
Torres smiled wryly. "If I had time and the resources to
spare, I would have *a lot* of suggestions for ways of overhauling
the engines as well as replacing or rerouting certain ship's functions."
She held up a hand. "But that's not going to happen. As far
as developing new technology is concerned, it's the same old debate
we've had since the beginning--allocating increasingly scarce
resources to innovations versus maintaining the technology Voyager
already has. Unfortunately, we can't do both." She sighed.
"Quite frankly, there are times when I don't even know if
existing equipment can be repaired anymore. For example, the starboard
nacelle has been acting up for the last year. There are times
when it seems to be behaving itself, others when it starts malfunctioning
for no discernible reason. What it really needs is to be replaced
altogether, but that's something that simply isn't going to happen
unless we find ourselves within hailing distance of a Federation
starbase."
Tuvok listened patiently, or seemed to, but when he spoke it was
to once again state his ideas of what the engineering department
needed to do. Torres was the first to admit that many of his ideas
were promising, at least in theory. Particularly those that dealt
with developing new types of weapons, possibly photonic in nature,
and setting up a network of independent power systems--like those
that powered the holodecks. Or adapting some of the Borg shielding
techniques. The last was a definite possibility. But as far as
the warp variance was concerned--
"No, for what you want to do, Commander, we'd have to come
up with an entirely different drive system, one that would--"
She broke off abruptly. "Kahless," she breathed.
Tuvok glanced at her sharply. "What is it, Lieutenant?"
Torres was silent for a moment. "I don't want to say, in
case I'm completely off base, but...you just may have given me
an idea."
Tuvok headed for the Mess Hall, frowning
as he considered his meeting with Lieutenant Torres. Granted,
the chief engineer had seemed receptive to at least some of his
proposals, but had hastened to say that implementation was impractical
or unworkable at this time. If he were a Human, he would certainly
be feeling frustrated.
He paused by the counter, looking over the day's selections. Nothing
particularly appealed to him, or perhaps he simply wasn't hungry.
He selected a small blue fruit and was about to leave when he
heard his name being called.
Tuvok turned around. "Yes, Ensign Kim?"
Kim beckoned for him to join him at his table. As Tuvok approached,
he noticed the ensign had a game of Kal-toh set up. "Can
I interest you in a match, Commander?"
"Thank you, but I do not have any time at the moment,"
Tuvok replied, his demeanor implying he considered it to be a
waste of his time.
"We're both off-duty," reminded Kim. "And you look
as though you could use a break. Come on, it'll be good for you."
Tuvok raised a questioning brow. "In what way?"
"Think of it as a diversion, but also an exercise that helps
keep various skills sharp," Kim answered. "As well as
reminds one of the importance of having patience. Haven't you
said in the past that's as much a factor in a game of Kal-toh
as logic?"
"Yes, I have," Tuvok conceded. He sat down and they
proceeded to play in near silence. Tuvok appreciated the fact
that the ensign did not feel it necessary to fill in the quiet
with idle chatter, instead choosing to concentrate on his moves.
Several minutes had gone by since either of them had made any
additional comments. At last, Tuvok broke the silence. "Your
play is improving, Mr. Kim," he noted.
Kim beamed at the unexpected compliment. "Thanks," he
said. "I think I finally figured something out. My approach
had been all wrong earlier."
"In what way?" Tuvok inquired.
"Sometimes the obvious is staring you in the face and you
simply don't see it because you're too close to the situation,
or perhaps are caught up in details."
"Indeed." Tuvok inserted another rod, then sat back
and waited for Kim to make his next move.
Kim studied the board carefully, then placed his next rod. For
an instant, the sphere shimmered, but did quite fully form. "Oh,"
Kim said, disappointment evident in his voice. "I really
thought I had it there." He gave his head a dispirited shake.
"Your move."
"In addition to logic, a game of Kal-toh can be viewed as
a means of bringing order out of chaos," Tuvok said as he
inserted his next rod. A fully formed sphere sprang into existence.
Kim stared in astonishment. "My thanks for the match, Ensign,"
Tuvok said, and quickly left the room.
Second Interlude
The tiny scoutship continued to shadow Voyager, but it was no
longer alone. It had been joined by others, each keeping pace
with the Federation vessel. Blending in with the darkness, they
remained undetected, even as sensor ghosts.
After some time, there was a brief spurt of communication. The
tiny ships, eleven in number, responded instantly, fanning out
and then shooting ahead of their quarry. They positioned themselves
at prearranged coordinates, taking up a particular formation.
The word had been given. Now all they had to do was wait till
they could spring their trap.
Act 4
"You wished to speak with me, Seven?" Tuvok paused at
the entrance to Astrometrics. He had met with her two days earlier
about the possibility of adjusting the sensors to detect any enemy
vessels that might be concealed within nearby nebulae or otherwise
masked by various astrometric phenomena. He had also sought a
means of improving long range sensors designed to pick up unusual
energy signatures. He hoped her summons meant she was making progress
in those areas.
Seven touched a few controls and the image of an inversion nebula,
populated by highly unstable strands of plasma, appeared on the
large viewscreen. "Based on Voyager's own experiences, it
is known that this type of nebula may mask the energy signatures
of several vessels, or a large facility. I have as yet been unsuccessful
in finding a way of detecting such concealed constructs, unless
from a distance of less than half a million kilometers."
Tuvok nodded, concealing the brief stab of disappointment he felt.
"Do any such nebulae lie along Voyager's current course?"
"Not for the next 70.3 light years, which is why I have not
expended a great deal of time attempting to solve this particular
problem." Seven manipulated another set of controls. "Allow
me instead to show you what I have spent the majority of my time
working on." An image of a Cardassian vessel appeared. "I
believe I have determined the reason why we were unable to detect
that the Cardassian systems on Gul Datik's vessel were on stand-by
rather than off-line."
Tuvok leaned forward, eager to have an answer to a puzzle that
had eluded him for weeks. At that moment a small 'blip' appeared
across the screen. "What was that?"
"That's odd," Seven said thoughtfully. After a few moments,
she added, "It appears to have been a signal of some kind.
It was transmitted in a single burst, possibly on a seldom-used
frequency."
"Can you identify its point of origin?"
"Negative. It was too brief in duration."
In their current situation, anything unusual was grounds for concern.
"Can you isolate the signal?"
"Not at present. However, if I realign our main deflector
array, I may be more successful."
Tuvok turned toward the door. "Proceed to Engineering, Seven.
I will join you shortly."
Seven made no move to go, instead continued to work at her console.
Tuvok halted in surprise. "What are you doing?"
"Attempting to isolate the signal," she said, without
looking up.
"How are you able to access the deflector from Astrometrics?"
Tuvok asked curiously. "That should be a restricted function."
Seven allowed a brief smile to pass over her features. "As
Mr. Paris would say, I 'went in through the back door.'"
"Fascinating. I would not have believed it possible for that
lockout to be overridden," Tuvok said more calmly than he
felt. "I would like you to show me exactly how you accomplished
that maneuver."
"So you can prevent similar incursions in the future."
"Yes."
Seven paused for a moment. "I will be happy to show you,
Commander. However," she cautioned, "what you are attempting
to do is come up with 'perfect' protective measures to guard against
all threats. Be advised that despite millennia of effort, not
even the Borg have not been able to achieve perfection."
The red alert klaxon heralded the
appearance of the captain and first officer on the Bridge in short
order. Before the doors of the turbolift had even closed behind
them, Janeway was halfway to the center seat. "Report."
"We brought the modified sensors on line 38 minutes ago,"
reported Tuvok. "This is what appeared within the past three
minutes."
Onscreen, several glowing dots glittered like fireflies, weaving
back and forth. A faint golden thread trailed from the back of
each. As the bridge crew watched in silence, two of the threads
intersected. There was a brief flash, and an entire section of
the screen lit up. Then all went dark once more, except for the
fireflies and their trails.
"What is it?" asked Janeway.
Tuvok consulted his board. "These appear to be ships of unknown
design and origin. It is impossible to determine if there are
any lifesigns aboard. The diminutive size--each vessel is only
4 meters long--makes it highly probable that if manned, there
is only a single individual on board."
"Try hailing them." The captain settled back into her
seat and called up the sensor logs of the past hour.
"No response."
"What about the trails?" Chakotay wanted to know, frowning
at his own readouts.
"Highly concentrated energy beams, with signatures like nothing
I've ever seen before," answered Kim from the Ops station.
"Without our increased sensor capability, we wouldn't even
be aware that any of this was out there."
Janeway rose and walked over to the center screen. "Distance?"
Tuvok answered, "The area in which they're operating appears
to comprise less than one million kilometers. However, our sensor
capability is still very limited; we don't know how far back they
truly extend."
"Do you mean to say they could have been trailing us for
some time?" Janeway asked.
"Unknown, although that is a plausible theory," Tuvok
said. Almost apologetically, he added, "Sensors are not entirely
reliable, as they have not been tested previously."
Chakotay smiled humorlessly. "In other words, you weren't
expecting to strike gold the first time out."
"Precisely," said the Vulcan.
Janeway sat back down again. "Well, I don't like the looks
of this. Mr. Paris, back us away, nice and easy."
"Aye, Captain." Slowly, the starship retreated from
the glittering fireflies ahead. Suddenly, the ship shuddered,
and then a moment later shuddered again, this time more strongly.
A shock wave went through the entire ship, tossing them around.
With difficulty Janeway was able to maintain her seat, although
she banged her knee painfully against the side. When the shaking
motion appeared to have halted, she did a quick scan to make sure
none of the Bridge crew had been unduly injured. "What was
that?"
Tuvok sported a small cut over his eye which was bleeding freely.
His voice betrayed none of his physical discomfort as he answered,
"It would appear we have come up against a barrier."
"Play back the visual record from the moment just before
we made contact with it," Janeway ordered. "Onscreen."
They watched in silence as the shock wave hit once more, and noticed
something else as well.
"Did you see that?" asked Chakotay. "Right at the
moment of impact."
"The enclosure--those lines had faded and become invisible
shortly after they intersected, but lit up again as soon as we
hit it," said Janeway.
A beep from the Ops console drew their attention. "Something
else you should know," Kim said. "The inertial dampeners
have been affected. We can't afford too many more hits like that."
"How can we avoid something we can't see until we hit it?"
wondered Paris.
"We have more immediate concerns," Janeway said grimly.
"We're being systematically boxed in."
"Maybe we can disrupt the barrier with phaser fire, or at
least cause it to light up enough so we can map the grid,"
suggested Chakotay.
"Photon torpedoes, used as depth charges, may be more suitable
for the task," put in Tuvok.
Janeway looked over at her tactical officer. "All right,
do it."
Using the coordinates of the boundary they had just collided with
as a starting point, a spread of photon torpedoes was released.
A moment later, Kim said, "It's no good. Not only is it having
no discernible negative effect on the barrier, but the energy
is being absorbed. All we're doing is strengthening it."
"How about mapping?" Chakotay said, "Did we at
least gain something from this?"
Kim shook his head. "Just a very small area. At this rate
it's going to take a very long time to try to find an opening."
Left unsaid was the thought that one might not exist.
"All stop," ordered the captain. "There's got to
be a better way of going about this and we're going to find it."
//Captain's log. It's been five hours since we first encountered
the spatial grid and we've had only limited success in mapping
it. Working together, Lieutenant Torres and Seven of Nine have
come up with a method of using sensor pulses for these purposes,
without strengthening the barrier in turn or weakening our shields
any further. It's not a perfect solution, but after much hard
work we now have a faint ghostly image of a roughly dome-shaped
enclosure. With Voyager at the center.//
Tuvok stared intently at the image on the viewscreen. "This
looks somewhat familiar."
"You've seen something like this before?" asked Janeway
in surprise. "Or have you found something in the Starfleet
database?"
Tuvok shook his head. "Negative, Captain. There are vague
similarities to an energy field employed by the Tholians against
the U.S.S. Enterprise one hundred years ago , but the actual composition
is quite different. As is the circumference of the area of confinement.
" He abruptly turned to the Ops officer. "Mr. Kim, what
do you see?"
Kim looked bewildered but turned his attention to the screen as
well. After a long moment, he suddenly exclaimed, "Kal-toh!"
"Excuse me?" said Janeway.
"It's not a dome, Captain," replied Kim. "It's
an imperfect sphere, not a dome."
"Only partially formed," agreed Tuvok.
Janeway caught on. "And all we have to do is determine where
is the line or lines that will cause it to achieve its completed
form?"
"Precisely. That way lies our escape route."
"Can you figure it out?" Chakotay asked. "We don't
have a lot of time."
Tuvok was already entering a series of commands into his console.
"As in an actual game of Kal-toh, Commander, patience and
logic are the key to solving the puzzle."
After a careful study, Tuvok selected a set of coordinates and
transmitted them to the helm. "Are you sure about this?"
Janeway asked.
"Not with complete certainty, Captain. However, I estimate
that there is an 78% chance that this is the correct route."
"Not the best odds, but we don't have any other options,"
she said.
"Shields are at 49%," reported Kim. "We're going
to have only one chance at punching our way out."
Janeway nodded. "Tom, I guess it's time for implementing
some of those flashy tactical maneuvers you've been practicing
in recent drills."
"Aye, Captain. Standing by."
"One quarter impulse. Prepare to go to warp as soon as the
'window' appears," Janeway said quietly. "Tuvok, are
you ready with the graviton pulse?"
Tuvok studied his controls. "The pulse will be released in
exactly four seconds, and should hit its target in two...one...now!"
A dazzling display of light surrounded the ship from all sides
as the energy threads around them sprang to life. All except for
a dark area off to the side, and it was there that Voyager was
aiming for. The ship began shaking ominously.
"What's happening?" called out the first officer.
Kim raised his voice to be heard. "Too strong--the pulse
was too strong! Another shock wave is forming!"
"All hands, brace yourselves!" shouted Janeway. An instant
later, the wave was upon them.
"Shields are down to 10%!" reported Tuvok, struggling
to remain upright at his station.
*Warning: Hull integrity down to 25%*
At the helm, Paris could be seen wrestling with the controls as
he struggled to maintain his seat. The ship veered and pitched
as if in a storm, but somehow managed to stay on course. Janeway
could have sworn they executed some impossible turns, but somehow
they were able to break free.
When the shaking stopped, the captain said in a stunned voice,
"We did it."
"Sensors confirm space is clear," reported Kim. At tactical,
Tuvok was silent.
Janeway let out a shuddering sigh. "Well done, people. Tuvok,
you especially--if it hadn't been for the modified sensors, we
would literally not have known what hit us until it was too late."
She noticed he was frowning. "Tuvok, are you all right?"
"I am fine, Captain."
"Then what's the matter?"
Instead of answering her, Tuvok turned to the helm. "Mr.
Paris, that last maneuver you performed was not part of the new
tactical subroutines."
Paris flashed him an irreverent grin. "Why am I the only
one who can't improvise?"
Epilogue
Chakotay paused at the entrance of the holodeck, watching the
scene playing out before him. Janeway, clad in a sweaty tank top
that showed off the muscles of her slender arms, was fighting
a large Nausicaan.
The tendons of her neck standing out, she angled her head, looking
for an opening, and then pivoted sharply. Chakotay watched as
she landed a blow to the vulnerable area on the side of her opponent's
head, then took a swift uppercut at his nasal cartilage. The Nausicaan
howled in rage, and deflected her follow-up blows to his arms,
catching them on the hard muscle. As Janeway tried but missed
a blow to his more sensitive parts below the waist, he let fly
with a leg kick that tripped her up, causing her to lose her balance.
Janeway hit the mat, but managed to turn her fall into a roll.
She sprang up again and this time hit her target. The Nausicaan
fell with a resounding thud and did not rise again.
"I see you've taken Tuvok's warnings about physical preparedness
to heart," called out Chakotay, as he made his way toward
her.
Janeway looked up sharply. "Computer, freeze program."
She paused, hunched over, to catch her breath, and then straightened
up and wiped her face on a towel. "I've included combat routines
in my exercise regimen in the past. Though I will admit I'd been
neglecting it of late. Tuvok just gave me a good excuse to get
back into it on a regular basis."
"In light of recent events, it's not a bad idea to make sure
that every member of the crew, including the captain, is capable
of defending themselves," Chakotay acknowledged. Especially
the captain, he added silently. Unspoken between them lay the
Cardassian incident, and what had happened to her. He found himself
staring at her bare arms, as if he could still see the bruises.
"Not that it does any good in a situation when weapons are
involved," she said, "But still..." Obviously feeling
uncomfortable under his scrutiny, Janeway turned away and let
her towel drop to the floor. "Did you come by to pick up
some pointers, Commander, or was there something else you wanted?"
He handed her the PADD he was holding. "I didn't want to
disturb you, but you did say you wanted to see the latest tactical
data."
"It's all right; I was nearly finished with my workout anyway."
She quickly perused the report.
"That Nausicaan definitely is," he joked. "Can
I ask what level this is set to?"
"No, you can't." Janeway hastily added, "Don't
worry--the holodeck safeties are engaged."
"I'm glad to hear that--you could do a lot of damage with
this program."
"Not as much as your 'sport' of boxing," she shot back.
"Of course, it's just my opinion, but...watching people beat
each other senseless...frankly, I hadn't thought you were the
type."
He smiled faintly. "Don't let this peaceful exterior fool
you." He thought briefly about his time in the Maquis, and
the acts of violence he'd been forced to commit. From the look
on her face, she was also remembering some of the things he'd
once told her. He attempted to lighten the moment. "But in
all honesty, I began boxing as part of a weight training program
and to increase my coordination and quickness." He added,
"I wasn't the most graceful first year cadet at the Academy."
She laughed, then hastily schooled her features into a more neutral
expression. "Thank you, Commander." She tapped the PADD
reflectively. "I'll go over this more in-depth later, but
I must say these results are promising."
"And no further sign of those alien ships, or their enclosure,"
added Chakotay. "So we can breathe easier for a while."
"Until the next crisis, at any rate," Janeway said wryly.
She bent down, picked up her towel from where it had fallen and
flung it over her shoulder. "I'm going to go take a shower."
"Would you be interested in grabbing some dinner later?"
he asked, following her to the entrance of the holodeck.
Janeway shook her head regretfully. "Sorry, but I've already
got a date."
Chakotay stopped short, unable to mask his surprise. "You
do?" He barely managed to refrain from blurting out, "With
whom?"
She smiled, as if she'd heard the second half of his question.
"With a very old and dear friend." She gave him a playful
flick with her towel, and then went on her way.
Chakotay watched her go and then glanced around once more at the
program she'd left running. He reflectively tapped his waist.
It wouldn't be a bad idea for him to start some serious training
once more as well, he thought. Remembering how Janeway took out
the Nausicaan, though, he decided he wouldn't be asking her to
be his sparring partner.
Tuvok lifted the teapot and raised
an inquiring brow. "Would you care for some more spice tea,
Captain?" Despite the informal setting of his quarters, despite
their long acquaintance, he did not feel comfortable acceding
to her oft-voiced request that he call her by her first name.
"Yes, please." Janeway held out her cup. "A perfect
end to a wonderful meal."
"I am pleased that you enjoyed our repast. Vulcan cuisine
is often an acquired taste." He thought, but did not add
that he referred to the authentic dishes--not the bland imitations
often found on Earth or in standard replicator codes, nor the
equally alien versions Mr. Neelix insisted on preparing for him
from time to time.
The corners of her mouth quirked up, as if she guessed what he
was thinking. "It's a taste I acquired years ago while working
toward my doctorate at the Vulcan Science Academy."
Tuvok poured himself a second cup as well. "You have mentioned
that period of your life to me before, but you did not indicate
if you found it a pleasant experience." He knew that as with
other Humans, it must have required a lengthy transition in which
she acclimated herself to the planet and its inhabitants, both
vastly different from Earth.
"It was there that I began to gain my first appreciation
of Vulcans," she said. "A process which only intensified
after I got to know one Vulcan in particular."
Tuvok inclined his head to acknowledge the compliment. "As
you pointed out several days ago, we have known each other a long
time."
"And we certainly had our rough spots at the beginning."
She leaned forward, her eyes intent on his. " I don't think
I express this often enough, but I want you to know how much I
value you--and not just as an officer." He opened his mouth,
but she wasn't finished yet. "I know that I can always count
on you to give me your very best efforts and that's all a captain--or
a friend--can ask for."
She settled back on the couch, sipping her tea and looking at
him expectantly.
Several possible responses came to mind--to contradict her statement
about his always delivering his best, to apologize for his inadequacies
in the past, to affirm that he would certainly try to do better
in the future--but he discarded all of them. Instead, he simply
said, "Thank you--Kathryn."
Go to Passages story 3 (7/23/01) by Cybermum
The opportunity to trade for some top quality dilithium
is one that is too good to pass up. But Janeway and Torres find
more than they bargained for when their first contact/trade mission
to the planet Zornon goes awry.